And I am crying because even though I knew the truth I didn't want to admit it
It hurt to see him with someone else. It hurt to know that he is STILL saying he didn't cheat even when I saw the proof, and it hurts because I loved him so much I would have died for him. Before I met him I didn't believe in marriage. The relationship I had with him was so immensely close and passionate on my end. I had so much passion in my heart for that man. He was my world, my fire. My all. And to have that ripped out from underneath you is the worst and most cruel thing another girl with no respect for relationships could ever do. I am mad at the fact that he chose someone uglier, and someone who is two faced and fake --because I KNOW I am an amazing girl. And to see him go from a woman like me, to a THING like her, makes part of me feel like I'm a piece of shit even though I know I'm better than that. Even though I know that I deserve better, it still ripped me apart in so many way that I breakdown every night
I cry myself to sleep everynight because I lost my other half. The man I was supposed to wake up to every morning isn't next to me anymore, but next to some whore that plays dirty