melly94raenel's SuicideGirls Blog

And I am crying because even though I knew the truth I didn't want to admit it

It hurt to see him with someone else. It hurt to know that he is STILL saying he didn't cheat even when I saw the proof, and it hurts because I loved him so much I would have died for him. Before I met him I didn't believe...
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Hello my lovely followers! I know it's been a couple weeks since I have posted, but I'm here now!

I have been super busy with everything in my life. School and work have been keeping me super busy and I have been trying my best to get time in for a photoshoot, but it looks like it is going to be a bit until I...
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Hello my lovely members!

I hope your new year has been going well. I know mine has been a back and forth, but the majority is looking up! I'm reminding myself everyday that I can only do so much, and I can't worry about things that I can't control, so I do things that make me happy. I have nerded out even more the last...
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It's been a long while since I have blogged or had much activity on my profile. So here goes nothing!

I have been through hell these last 6 months, with a few good events sprinkled in. I have been searching to find myself and relearn how to be happy on my own. I am learning what true independence feels like. I changed things about myself...
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October 14th can't get here soon enough. I love the beautiful girls who perform for Blackheart burlesque and I'm SO excited to see them for the third time. If I could I would go BOTH nights that they are here--shit I still might! Never know.

I just can't wait! COUNTDOWN: 108 days, 21 hours, 19minutes! 💞😊😘😋