Sorry about the crypted message...I just had to vent about a personal matter. Thanks for the concern though. Mellus appreciates it.
I am sorry I haven't responded to any of my messages, no I am not ignoring you, I swear. I am actually pretty personable, so please, Patience?
Umm... I wrote a huge ass entry about my feelings towards naive young girls that use the word/words "bisexual" so casually, not really knowing what being a bisexual is. I am not going to elaborate any more on this, as I just typed it out and deleted it (for my own theaputic benefit) a few minutes ago.
That felt better.
I am really delrious. I have been thinking alot about how sad I am towards the end of Star Wars... no more movies....it all means so much to me, that it is truly painful to think about how I will no longer have more to look forward to. It gave me something to speculate over a course of 3 years... it gave me so much hope, and it continues to add meaning to my life. That is cheesy,but hey it's 4 in the morning, gimme a break will ya?
I am just in such a funk over it, it is ridiculous how much people don't seem to realize my passion for Star Wars is deeper than love.... I seriously mean that.
I am the only person I know who cannot eat a burrito the traditional way. I cannot eat food with my hands,it irks the ever loving shit out of me (and that is a load of it!
) .... must use a knife and fork for my buritor.... that was random, but that is alright.
I like to speak in the 3rd person. Does that make the Melly crazy? Or fascinating? Or stupid? Or all of the above?
I have been thnking about alot of the things from my past that I regret lately. I have been having some wicked dreams about these things. I hope they go away. SOON.
I know I don't have great wrting skills and my paragraphs are not done in the correct way. But that is rubbish and should be thrown out the window. I am starting my own type of language arts. Yeah buddy.
Also:Cake or Death?
Also, never to disappoint:
I am sorry I haven't responded to any of my messages, no I am not ignoring you, I swear. I am actually pretty personable, so please, Patience?
Umm... I wrote a huge ass entry about my feelings towards naive young girls that use the word/words "bisexual" so casually, not really knowing what being a bisexual is. I am not going to elaborate any more on this, as I just typed it out and deleted it (for my own theaputic benefit) a few minutes ago.
That felt better.
I am really delrious. I have been thinking alot about how sad I am towards the end of Star Wars... no more movies....it all means so much to me, that it is truly painful to think about how I will no longer have more to look forward to. It gave me something to speculate over a course of 3 years... it gave me so much hope, and it continues to add meaning to my life. That is cheesy,but hey it's 4 in the morning, gimme a break will ya?
I am just in such a funk over it, it is ridiculous how much people don't seem to realize my passion for Star Wars is deeper than love.... I seriously mean that.
I am the only person I know who cannot eat a burrito the traditional way. I cannot eat food with my hands,it irks the ever loving shit out of me (and that is a load of it!
) .... must use a knife and fork for my buritor.... that was random, but that is alright.
I like to speak in the 3rd person. Does that make the Melly crazy? Or fascinating? Or stupid? Or all of the above?
I have been thnking about alot of the things from my past that I regret lately. I have been having some wicked dreams about these things. I hope they go away. SOON.
I know I don't have great wrting skills and my paragraphs are not done in the correct way. But that is rubbish and should be thrown out the window. I am starting my own type of language arts. Yeah buddy.
Also:Cake or Death?
Also, never to disappoint:
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Maybe you could make a new mission of hunting down and finding as much Star Wars memorbilia as possible? That would still kinda give you something to look forward to, it's not the same but yanno.