melly

I am still in my Star Wars trance. It is odd, I will never have this feeling again. It has really struck me over these past couple of days. I will never again have the butterflies in my tummy feeling like this . Only Star Wars can do that for me.
I feel complete now, but also like my childhood has ended. Granted, I am 24 years old, but still. The child in me refused to ever grow up.Its funny, how loving something so fucking much it hurts, can do this to you. It is not natural. I just can't shakes these feelings off.I feel like vomiting, crying, rejoicing, and dancing all at once. I also wouldn't have it any other way.

Also, I got some Darth Vader earrings. You likes?