Today has been uneventful, as always.
I am thinking of taking some photos to replace my current profile pic. I will probably work on that this Sunday. Also, I will most likely work on the Audio intros for my sets. New Melly stuff coming soon!
I normally don't like to talk about my "VERY personal" personal issues on this journal, but... I am in need of some hugs.
My mom has Ovarian cancer, she has had it for a year and 5 months. Now, my oldest brother(who is more like a little brother, since he is autistic) has a huge tumor growing out of his neck.... he has been really sick lately. I dunno what kinda bad karma has warranted this awful stuff to happen to my family. Sigh. Stuff like this makes you realize what is really important. Not money, fame, etc. Just knowing that your loved ones are well. I am a little out of it, so I am just typing my thought process as I go along. Please forgive. I need to quit smoking, all this cancerous stuff (my mom and brother, dad, grandma,etc.) running rampant in my family. But now isn't the right time, as this extreme stress is only tolerated with the help of my faithful cigarette friend.
Yeah, please give me a hug. I sure need it. And a breathmint.
I am thinking of taking some photos to replace my current profile pic. I will probably work on that this Sunday. Also, I will most likely work on the Audio intros for my sets. New Melly stuff coming soon!
I normally don't like to talk about my "VERY personal" personal issues on this journal, but... I am in need of some hugs.
My mom has Ovarian cancer, she has had it for a year and 5 months. Now, my oldest brother(who is more like a little brother, since he is autistic) has a huge tumor growing out of his neck.... he has been really sick lately. I dunno what kinda bad karma has warranted this awful stuff to happen to my family. Sigh. Stuff like this makes you realize what is really important. Not money, fame, etc. Just knowing that your loved ones are well. I am a little out of it, so I am just typing my thought process as I go along. Please forgive. I need to quit smoking, all this cancerous stuff (my mom and brother, dad, grandma,etc.) running rampant in my family. But now isn't the right time, as this extreme stress is only tolerated with the help of my faithful cigarette friend.
Yeah, please give me a hug. I sure need it. And a breathmint.
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sorry to hear of it.. the Big C is a tough one to kick. best of luck and such... just be glad you know without a shadow of a doubt what is important. love them, and tell them so...
"Po-ta-toes... mash em fry em, stick em in a stew. Yer hopeless"
oh, and how did you happen upon my journal, btw?
[Edited on Apr 07, 2005 9:22PM]
I'm impressed dear.