melluka

WARNING THIS IS GOING TO BE A VENT BLOG!
(those who somewhat know me, know that i am not a person that swears a lot unless i am FUCKING PISSED!)

I AM SOOO FUCKING OVER IT ALL! I HAVE SEEN THAT I DESERVE MORE AND I'M HONESTLY AT THE POINT THAT I AM READY TO PICK UP AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS FUCKING CITY!
I AM SOOO TIRED OF NOT FEELING LIKE I HAVE BEEN MYSELF AND TAKING CARE OF EVERYONE ELSE AND PUTTING MYSELF LAST! I AM NOONES FUCKING MOM! IF I WANTED TO BE... I WOULD HAVE A CHILD OF MY OWN! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M AT THE POINT THAT I REALLY JUST WANT TO PUNCH THE ASS IN THE FACE! I FEEL LIKE NOTHING COULD GET ME TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN!!! AT THIS POINT I AM JUST FUCKING PISSED!!!!!

I'M FUCKING DONE! SHIT IS GOING TO CHANGE AND IT IS GOING TO START RIGHT THE FUCK NOW!

just to make it clear i am not talking about anyone here... i have had nothing but fun... lol AND to be honest since being a part of SG has been the reason that i finally saw that i deserve sooo much more!!!! and thank you! i'm ready to be treated like i should be!