melluka

know what everyone... i'm sorry for the last few blogs... i have just been going through a few things and to be honest i sometimes get to the point that i just need to write about it to figure out what i am going to do with whats going on and start feeling like myself...

i'm not 100% there yet... but know what everyone... i...
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I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW! WHY CAN'T SOMETHING WORK OUT FOR ME IN THE END!!!!!

I feel like I am losing any chances... please dont give up! PLEASE!

ok... so i have choosen to do me... i have been through a lot in a matter of a week... to a month... i feel like i have grown a lot... started to get comfortable with who i am both in body and learning more about my mind... lol

found out that a relationship that i thought was going to be it... wasn't... and had...
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hey all... this is what i am thinking right now... when your living in your own head i think the best place to be is at the gym... i tried shopping... and to be honest that didnt last that long... than i tried just listening to music and taking a bath... that didnt really work... so i went to the gym and that SO helped!...
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its a blah kind of day... i am living in my head and over thinking every thought that is in there... and just getting myself going into circles... so i am listeningto music trying to figure out what explans it all right now...

here is what i can up with...

[YOUTUBE]http://youtu.be/HoStTPLpuRw[/YOUTUBE]

mind you love is a strong word... i would more likely say i really...
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november rain...

take it as you well...

youtube blow up! today music is my friend... lol

enjoy... and welcome to me living in my head... hahaha

going under

monster

the ballad of mona lisa

the class for

ingnorance

thats what i am thinking right now... lol

hope everyone is having a great day! me i'm just hanging out at home and cleaning... i went to my work for a meeting and now i have more hours at work! yay! but now i had to go shopping for more clothes and i hate to shop! so i have some outfits but now i need some shoes... maybe later or tomorrow... lol

hope...
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MONDAY, MONDAY, MONDAY!
hope everyone is having a great labour day! personally i can say that i haven't left my bed since i have gotten up at 10am... lol

i went out with some friends last night to a movie and some late coffee... lol
i ended up getting home at 4am... and i passed right out once my head hit the pillow... lol than...
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HAPPY SUNDAY!

Hope everyone is doing well??? Sorry i dont have much to talk about today... its sunday what do you expect? lol

what is everyone else up to???

i might have a better blog later or tomorrow...

xoxo

i'm adding this song because i feel like it explans some of the shit i have had to deal with... lol

now i'm that bitch...

xoxoxo

alright... this is going to be short and sweet... just like me... hehehe

anyways... to was a hell of a day... got 2.5 hours of sleep last night... (dude, it was SOOO worth it!!! lol)
and had to work 8 hours today... but i looked super cute doing it! lol and upside to my day i need to get into the salon on tuesday to...
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hey all,
i just had to post this video... for some reason i am really into it... i am dancing around to this song as i clean my room... lol

pumped up kicks.... foster the people

hope you like it...