mellisa

the pain shoots thru me
hurt and guilt coming from all ends,
the blood runs thin and i am broken
my circle only has one side
the wheel is stuck and i am bound to it
take my pain put it in your pocket
hold me responsible i am torn
violated love lost gone away to find solitude
hopeless helpless searching for someone ill never find
my soul is bleeding from the inside out
i want to wake up tomarrow
and forget who i am
for in the lonlieness of night
i will forver be haunted by the voice
that calls to the darkness in all of me
i was so many things
i am nothing
empty, cold, sedated
settleing for a life i did not build
alone inside
take my heart , it belongs to you
bind it beat it hold it stab it keep it always
i have no need for the feelings it gives me now
it will forever be yours
im bound to the pain as surely as the wheel
stuck in it, holding the pain caressing it as my new lover
damn me
damn it all to the hell that is in my head
damn the life i do not want
damn the love i can not have
the only truth is this searing hurt
mabey if i cry enough ill shrivel up