melley

Well its time to do a new Blog! I having been having a really hard and busy week. I did my photo shoot last week and Draven helped me out. She was a great posing coach and made the shoot fun. I got the pictures back though and personally I'm not 100 percent sure if I should use the set. Like the pic are quite blurry and not a lot of angles are used. But I'm not sure I'll see what I can do. Another problem I have is my weight. For 3 years I have suffered from an eating disorder, and last week my mom found out about it. It was horrible she was so upset. I have to start going to see a dietitian and doc like all the time! I have gained 40 lbs since I was the smallest I ever was during this time. I get really upset and want to go back to the way I was when I see recent sets that I have done but then I think "ok I' going to do this right for once, I am going to eat healthy, and excerise and lose the weight, and be toned and healthy". Its hard but I'm slowly getting there. I could never do this without my bestest friend ariel_love she is by far the most supportive and loving friend I have....plus she takes naked pictures of me....lol I am going to be crazy upset when she moves for college. I might just have to go live with her...lol.

Well I'm almost done the tree house I have to put some more pics up soon. I'm going to put up a couple pics from my set I did and tell me what you think. Should I put up this set...? ANyways I have to go cause its my sisters B-day and were going out to a fancy place so I have to look hot!



P.S I am going away to Nova Scotia for awhile I'll be back on August 10th!!!