I'm starving, lol. I always wait until the last minute to make something to eat so while waiting I starve.
After thinking on it; I've decided it's not so bad. I hate being alone so now I'm not.. how convenient. He's nice and isn't living with his mommy, which I figure is a good sign. I don't think I could handle another guy with mommy...
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After thinking on it; I've decided it's not so bad. I hate being alone so now I'm not.. how convenient. He's nice and isn't living with his mommy, which I figure is a good sign. I don't think I could handle another guy with mommy...
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beryn:
I know the feeling, sometimes i have to force myself to eat, because if i put it off long enough the hunger goes away most the time. He sounds like a good guy, so i wish you luck with that and hope hes as nice as that all the time. 
*yawn* I hate laundry places.. you pay money only to find out the dryer isn't working and then you can't get a refund and you have to stay up another freaking half hour to go back over and get your clothes!
I'm feeling kind of bad about things right now. I kept telling myself not to get myself involved in anything serious and yet wtf...
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I'm feeling kind of bad about things right now. I kept telling myself not to get myself involved in anything serious and yet wtf...
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beryn:
ya i dont like laundry places for the most part, but when u cant do it at home it does wonders 
. As long as u are happy then there is no reason to feel bad about moving on in my book. I've been tryin to think of ways to meet people myself but this city sucks for things to do other than bars ect. It doesnt help that i'm not a very social person but i'm sure i'll find something eventually. My advice is to get some rest then think about it in the morning or daytime. I havent decided which i prefer lol, before i moved to kansas city i went from relationship to relaionship and here i have been in only a few and most were far in between, its been a while tho and who knows maybe this will help make me not so shy in person at least rofl. well sorry to ramble so long as predicted i miss my son and am lonely again so back to movies or something since eq didnt sound fun tonight. talk to ya tomorrow i guess and should have some pictures done later lol i spaced off and never finished resizing em earlier /hugs
. As long as u are happy then there is no reason to feel bad about moving on in my book. I've been tryin to think of ways to meet people myself but this city sucks for things to do other than bars ect. It doesnt help that i'm not a very social person but i'm sure i'll find something eventually. My advice is to get some rest then think about it in the morning or daytime. I havent decided which i prefer lol, before i moved to kansas city i went from relationship to relaionship and here i have been in only a few and most were far in between, its been a while tho and who knows maybe this will help make me not so shy in person at least rofl. well sorry to ramble so long as predicted i miss my son and am lonely again so back to movies or something since eq didnt sound fun tonight. talk to ya tomorrow i guess and should have some pictures done later lol i spaced off and never finished resizing em earlier /hugsLol don't always have to run around whacking things. I have a bad habit of inhabiting a tree in pok and just talking to friends lol.
I can't think of much else to post. Meridel was up on and off all night getting sick. She has a runny nose and I think it kept dripping down the back of her throat when she was sleeping...
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I can't think of much else to post. Meridel was up on and off all night getting sick. She has a runny nose and I think it kept dripping down the back of her throat when she was sleeping...
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beryn:
yup i do that alot myself lol, well usually its hanging out in the guild hall now that their is one or some random location. I'd say dont go crazy, but well im my mind everyone is crazy in one way or another. I just try to take things one day at a time and not let things get to me too bad. I hope you are doin good. I have my son this weekend so might not update till late after he goes to bed. Take care and if ya need someone to bitch to let me know it helps sometimes.
beryn:
i'll shrink a few down and add em again. I had a few uploaded but one day they just went poof lol. His mom picked him up so now to find something to do to entertain myself i guess lol. Talk to ya later or online if you happen to be on out of boredom. if not i'm sure i'll see ya on here
Meridel slept until 8 this morning. So awesome! Sometimes I think I get way to excited about sleep. It might even qualify as my favorite hobby, lol.
Playing EQ on and off. Guildwise on my server I've pretty much got 0 options of advancement since I closed my app to the best guild on server. So now it feels kinda like there is no point....
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Playing EQ on and off. Guildwise on my server I've pretty much got 0 options of advancement since I closed my app to the best guild on server. So now it feels kinda like there is no point....
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krim:
I miss the days of EQ. I wonder if my monk is still around. He's been in lizard hibernation for a good year and a half.
liante:
Evercrack... 
Never got into it. My online gaming geekiness is mostly text-based games. The graphics-based games dazzle for a little while, but ultimately the interaction with other characters in-game is a little too superficial for my tastes. It's just the nature of the medium; you can't have involved conversations with other players when you've got to keep your eyes on the screen and run around whacking things.
That said, the games are still great fun for a while.
Never got into it. My online gaming geekiness is mostly text-based games. The graphics-based games dazzle for a little while, but ultimately the interaction with other characters in-game is a little too superficial for my tastes. It's just the nature of the medium; you can't have involved conversations with other players when you've got to keep your eyes on the screen and run around whacking things.
That said, the games are still great fun for a while.
With Elliot leaving, I am left up to my own devices at paying the rent 
So I told my boss(es) that I would need to get a second job to be able to pay the rent. Last night I went in to work and the main boss Cheryl (the mom) called me up front. She doesn't like her people working second jobs, mainly b/c she...
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So I told my boss(es) that I would need to get a second job to be able to pay the rent. Last night I went in to work and the main boss Cheryl (the mom) called me up front. She doesn't like her people working second jobs, mainly b/c she... Read More
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beryn:
raises are a good thing. I wish my boss would give me one lol. Well if i get this new job he'll have the option of beating what the school district will offer me or i say bye. I'm glad u dont have to work 2 jobs tho thats always a relief. Are u back to regularly playing eq again or just off and on when u feel bored lol? I understand working in customer service lol i did that for a few years till i got my current job. Well i dont feel like raiding tonight so i guess i'm just gonna chill and watch movies or something.
liante:
It's great that the boss is willing to help you out when you need it. Especially for a small business, every little bit matters, so you must be doing a pretty good job for them... and good deal for them they recognized it. 
I'm not sure. Was I supposed to make him feel better by saying the steady decline in our relationship was due to my sleeping with another guy.. not due to his ignorance about anything in my life?
I probably would have been alot happier this last month if I ~~had~~ been sleeping with Tyson. Now I'm single though, so I can stay out until 2am...
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I probably would have been alot happier this last month if I ~~had~~ been sleeping with Tyson. Now I'm single though, so I can stay out until 2am...
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beryn:
yay for the pup sleepin through the night!yi
Wish i coudl tell ya why he said that, but the best explanation i have is that some guys are just jerks most if not all the time.
EQ has been a bit funner lately for me for the most part, well when were not raiding that it. I have been working on getting my warrior enough aa's and stuff to switch mains to him if we still need them more than druids soon (i hope) it seems i am burnt out on druid again lol i have soo much more fun platying my war anymore.
Wish i coudl tell ya why he said that, but the best explanation i have is that some guys are just jerks most if not all the time.
EQ has been a bit funner lately for me for the most part, well when were not raiding that it. I have been working on getting my warrior enough aa's and stuff to switch mains to him if we still need them more than druids soon (i hope) it seems i am burnt out on druid again lol i have soo much more fun platying my war anymore.
lol. I don't get home from work until like 930-10ish and don't go to bed usualy until 2 or 3am.
Meridel is pretty much controlling my hours at the moment though. In bed by 11 most nights, lately.
E broke up with me today and then had the audacity to ask if I was cheating on him with my new guy friend. I mean just...
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Meridel is pretty much controlling my hours at the moment though. In bed by 11 most nights, lately.
E broke up with me today and then had the audacity to ask if I was cheating on him with my new guy friend. I mean just...
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liante:
Sheesh, not home until 10? I don't know how you stay sane.
Also: What is there even to say to someone who asks about cheating in a situation like that? I mean, what are they hoping to hear? "Well, it's not cheating now, since we broke up and all"?
Also: What is there even to say to someone who asks about cheating in a situation like that? I mean, what are they hoping to hear? "Well, it's not cheating now, since we broke up and all"?
*yawn* 630 am is not my preferred time to wake up. I hope as she gets older she learns to sleep until at least 8.. that would be wonderful. Right now she's barking at shadows intent on waking up the neighbors too.
I can't even think of anything new that has happened. Going braindead from lack of sleep.
I can't even think of anything new that has happened. Going braindead from lack of sleep.
liante:
Oh! I love your puppy. I missed all these pictures while I was away. She looks so much like a floppy toy, almost too cute to be real.
I don't mind waking up at 6:30 -- in fact, that'd be sleeping in for me -- but I also go to bed by 8:30 or 9 most nights. I keep old granny hours. The thought of trying to get by without a good night's rest, though...
I don't mind waking up at 6:30 -- in fact, that'd be sleeping in for me -- but I also go to bed by 8:30 or 9 most nights. I keep old granny hours. The thought of trying to get by without a good night's rest, though...
Meridel pretty much slept through the night last night! The previous few nights have been marked with long periods of crying and barking but last night she just laid down and went right to sleep. Woke up once around 3am but then when right back to sleep.
So happy, lol. I'm not all zombified from lack of sleep. I really get cranky when I don't...
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So happy, lol. I'm not all zombified from lack of sleep. I really get cranky when I don't...
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takk:
hey you, whats up 
just welcoming you to the neighborhood? your a WoW junkie ehh?...heh..im an EQ nerd LOL, i know how yah feel....
just welcoming you to the neighborhood? your a WoW junkie ehh?...heh..im an EQ nerd LOL, i know how yah feel....Well, if I had talked to E at all the whole time he was here this weekend I would have told him I wasn't going out unless he told me where. Since we didn't talk though it kind of took care of the problem he finally left this afternoon.
I got a NEW PUPPY! I'm so happy. I added her pics into my pics today...
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I got a NEW PUPPY!
I'm so happy. I added her pics into my pics today... Read More