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I've thought about writing a book. If for nothing more than to be hopefully maybe an inspiration to those stuck in similar situations that I have been in. Maybe I should get some help first though and go/finish college. It is hard to say "hey look, just because you were poor and had the hell beat out of you and multiple other things happen to...
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beryn:
let me know on messenger when u get home tonight lol i'm here, if it shows me away or whatever send a message i'll get it if my roommate has to smack me lol. biggrin

[Edited on Apr 19, 2005 7:55PM]

Gonna crash i think in case i hafta work tomorrow i'll try to catch u sometime tomorrow. /hugs

[Edited on Apr 20, 2005 12:38AM]
rustgiraffe:
thank you so much for your comments in the dog group. i feel like you actually hit the nail on the head with what you are saying. i do feel bad for her because i'm not doing my best for her, because i literally can't. i'm at the point i resent this dog, and i hate myself for that. but i'm just tired of being here all day with her and dealing with everything. she isn't getting what she deserves out of life, but he doesn't understand that. in fact, just last night, he called my cat a name for jumping on the bed, so i called the dog a name for taking up all the bed, and then he insults me! i told him it's fucked up to insult a person when we are talking about animals. it was all in a joking manner, but i felt that was weird and out of line. i'm sorry i'm talking a lot, i could actually tell you tons and tons more. wink
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Yesterday my order of rats came in from Rodentpro.com and since it's frozen I was worried about if the UPS ppl would manage to get to my house before I left for work. they always seem to come right in the time between me having left for work and my mom not yet back from work. My mom is inventory control manager where at Jo-Ann...
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liante:
Haha, that bit with the pest control guy is awesome.

So how are you supposed to defrost a dead rat? Do you just leave it on the countertop for a couple of hours the way you'd defrost frozen people-food? What if you microwave it and then let it cool down some? Or does it need to be hot for the snake to eat it?

I never realized it could be so complicated. confused
bartonfink:
Absolutely fascinating!

The whole image of defrosting a rat in a Ziploc bag in the kitchen sink...that will absolutely have to go into a book somewhere.

Personally, I would have assumed you defrost a rat the same way you would anything else: first in the fridge, then in a Ziploc bag in a container of cold water?

Pets or people, it's always difficult to answer why we fall in love, isn't it?
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Well, I think the tea tree helped. Meridel doesn't seem to be itching all that much; at least not as bad as she was.

Keilala finished shedding last night and the tank always looks like a hurricane went through it when she sheds. I was at one point in time just using black and white newspaper but although inexpensive, it wasn't very absorbant. I felt...
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Sleep.. what is this? I'm to tired to think of anything else except.. I FUCKING HATE GOLF!!

motherfucking ignorant fucking assholes. This whole week is full of them. Traffic is horrendous and people, whether they live here or not, take this week to act like retarded bitches. yaya for Masters week. I love you GA. I think there is only one job that I would...
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I am going through this weird transition. In any past relationship, cuddling was something I tolerated but never actually asked for. Reminds me of that episode of Sex in the City where Miranda asked if there was a set time to cuddle, think she agreed to 30mins. That's how I normally am, but recently I have found myself actually initiating mushy kisses and hugs *gag*...
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repetitive questions are annoying. Sometimes it downright wants to make me leave every single group on principle. The worst by far that I have seen is the Piercing group. Now, I think it's a great group and have found alot of info amongst the repetitive bullshit.

Then there are the people who say they had this horrid experience at a shop and then state "I...
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liante:
If it's any consolation, the question's new to me (and so's the answer!). But I've never really considered getting any piercings outside the ears, so I've never had much occasion to wonder.

Now that it's been suggested, though, maybe I should get a navel piercing... confused
beryn:
i havent had taht problem really but then again i only had one piercing and it sealed back up when i had to take it out for work (, though have been looking for a decent place to get a tatoo or so done soon, with a little luck.
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Think I am safe to take a nap. As much as new relationships are fun and there is this weird feeling to want to spend time with that other person.. a girl needs her damn sleep!

Dude is sick so I imagine he will stay to his own place and get some sleep himself. The operative words being -I imagine- He has suprised me before...
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bartonfink:
Ah, naps! One of my favorite things!

And I so understand:I'm primarily a loner, and introvert, and need a certain amount of alone time to survive. This has been, however, a bane to many of the women I've known. I even commented recently to one woman I was chatting with, "I could never bear a chatty submissive..."

And welcome to the pollen-covered summer! Monday was wonderful a delightful memory of winter (sorry about your miniskirt issues on Sunday), followed by Tuesday and today, which seem to be full-on Summer.

Bleh.
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It would seem Tyson is here for the long run. I have tried my damndest to disillusion him. I haven't been anything other than myself, including how I look before I have had coffee and a smoke lol.

Things are getting better. I am not really one to say practice makes perfect because if you are practicing wrong then obviously that's not going to make...
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beryn:
its good things are better if that is indeed what you want to happen. Its also good that the sex is getting better hehe smile

Had fun hangin with ya the other night hope to do it again soon smile
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Once I get past the random ranting rage, things don't seem soooo bad. I mean it's understandable that yes once you become involved with someone you'd probably want to see them stick around to enjoy the future. Just hate how much going from friend to relationship changes so much.

Trainability? Possibly there if he can get past his problem. Thing is.. I wasn't looking for...
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apologees:
cutest puppy. good luck, don't pick your nose.
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bartonfink:
Greeting from Augusta! This is a damnably dreadful place, isn't it?

Thanks for taking time to comment, by the way.

Stalkers are no fun, no fun at all. I've had the whole "relationship that would not die" thing, and it's horribly annoying.

The transition from friend to relationship doesn't have to be a difficult one. In my experience, if everything changes after sex, then the relationship is simply not going to survive. Sooner or later it will turn to ashes. When sex is a logical progression, and you can still laugh and enjoy doing nothing together and things don't get all weird and shaky and serious afterwards, there's hope.

You wrote, "I am lovable until you get to know me." Everyone feels that way. A suggestion? Let him know you. Disillusion him quickly, so you can find out if he's the real deal.

Good luck!



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Meri got up at like 540 and since she would just wake up again at 630 when she heard my mom get up I didn't even bother to go back to sleep. She is ready for a nap though and so I am gonna go back to sleep for a couple hours.

She is getting so big. Going to be a very pretty girl when...
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