Thursday Feb 10, 2005

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I have an awful cold right now. It's making me miserable.

I'm not usually one to do an about me kind of thing. I figure everyone finds out enough about me through my other posts.

General stuff. I'm a divorcee.. that's so weird to say. I got married when I was 18. Married 2 yrs, seperated a yr and then finally divorced Nov '04.

I like to think of my life as one adventurous mistake after another. In truth if I were to actually succeed in something I might be scared, so far I've made a pretty good life bouncing from one fuck up to the next.

Recently I have been harrassed in the whole "when are you going to college" situation. I understand college is good, it's down right great but I don't really see it as being my thing. I think of what might be an interesting job and the whole excitement of thinking about what a kewl job that might be and going to college gets me all happy for about a day and then I lose interest.

I am addicted to sleep, I get really cranky if I get woken up. There is just nothing better than a stack of pillows and my mink blanket. Well, ok nothing better besides sex.

Other than that I can't really think of anything else..
I used to be an extreme EQ junkie, but it just go boring. Hit top lvl got flagged for the best zones in the game, have 50% of the aa's and no time to raid. Now if I had time to raid I would probably still be giving my life away but that's not the case anymore. So, I am in the search of some other thing to whittle my life away at.
liante:
What was it like being married so young? You don't have to tell if you're not comfortable with the topic, of course. I'm just curious.

We get clients in occasionally who got married as young as 14 -- there was one the other day who'd married at 14 and then her husband basically kept her in the house until she was 19, so she hadn't finished school beyond ninth grade and then had to try to make it on her own. It's rough, trying to get by like it. That particular lady's doing pretty damn well considering the hand that fate dealt her.

A mink blanket sounds [i[so decadent. wink

Evercrack is the devil! Be glad you shook that addiction. That game should seriously have been classified as a drug when it first came out.
melixanna:
In general I am not going to say getting married young is bad. With the right person who treats you right and wants to see you advance in life as much as them it could work and has worked for quite a few ppl I know. In the situation of that young girl and myself though.. you end up with controling jerks. First step they completely alienate you from your family and friends making it so you think the only person you can rely on is them and then from there it just gets worse.

I like to count myself in with the lucky few who escape an abusive marriage alive and not in a body bag. For many young women they aren't so lucky. Plus, as much as he tried he couldn't push my Mom out of the picture or my friend Christy whom I dedicate my living to. She met me when we both lived on Ft.Campbell and she is credited with dragging me out of the house and making dinner late so many nights the very sight of her made my ex turn a bright red color, lol. Those two women were strong for me when I couldn't be and I could never thank them enough. It was hard. Finding a job, getting on my feet. Waking up in the middle of the night with death threats ringing in my ears but I made it and learned from it; so in the end that's all you can hope for.

I have to say in a choice btwn crack and evercrack I would go with EQ. It's cheaper and healthier and less illegal, lol.

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