melitta

I spent a half day with an allergy test yesterday,that actually took 20 mins only,but as good our health care is it took half day
and what did I get to know?? nothing... I have no allergy, or at least not of natural stuff, like cat hair or so...

so can someone tell why are my eyes swollen??
noone knows...
actually it really disappoints me time to time , it makes me very insecure and depressed...
you know Im always in and out of depression, nothing too bad, I could always cope with it as I do now... but loneliness and swollen eyes (especially not simmetrically swollen, Im such a bitch on simmetry ) are not good for ones self esteem...

anyway I had one of my great dreams come true!!!

I have got the book Ciena anos de soledad!!!
(I was too lazy to search for the English title )
Ive been wanting this book for years and I guess by bad luck I could never get my hands on it, but now I have it!!
Im pretty obsessed with reading, I love the different writing styles the writers have and I love to recognise their writings even from a single sentence

did you noticed that when you have someone on your mind you just end up talking about that person or the time you spent together all the time, even while you do not want to mention that at all?? well, I did. sad. sad. and still continuing is pretty shameful... especially on such public surface like the internet...

- I would need one with both eyes black now