melissaxmarie

So I haven't been on here in awhile... I thought I didn't pay for more then one month but apparently I did and I just realized this the other day.

Things have been beyond hectic lately. I'm trying to finish the last six weeks of my school year, holy fuck next year I graduate. It's slightly scary to think that next year I'm going to be off on my own as a full fledged nurse. I think I'll be okay... I hope I'll be okay.

I have been really sick for the past month and have had some pretty awful tests. My intestines are killing me and I'd pay for someone to rip them out. My doctor thinks that I have ulcerative colitis or crohn's but I won't find out for another month or so... which means I have to suffer until then because since I'm so young any doctor refuses to give me pain meds for fear I will sell them.

I went to NYC in January, and I had the best time of my life. I fucking love it there! I want to move there. It's so fast paced and I feel like that's what I need. I did NOT want to come back home haha. But really, I'll be back soon and I'd love to meet some sweet SG people next time I'm there .

On another note I got microdermals in my chest while I was in NYC and now the bottom one is rejecting. I'm thinking I will just take it out myself because the piercer here isn't that experienced and I probably know more about anatomy and handling a scalpel then she does. I'll let you guys know how that goes.

Anywhoo... I'll try and keep blogging away. I really enjoyed it so I'm glad to know I still have an account .