melissabird

I think I'm having another nervous breakdown.....and I'm not being funny....sometimes I feel like killing myself, or just wish I was dead, I'm arguing with everyone, I'm not motivated, I feel like I hate everyone and everyone hates me, I'm paranoid, I cry a lot again, I can't sleep at night, I want to quit my part time job, I'm afraid to go anywhere, I'm...
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since Irene hit here today we have had no power....could be days before its back on, this sucks!!!!!!.....at the parents right now so i wouldn't die of boredom at home...no A/C, no tv, no internet, no microwave, no fridge.....kill me now

well it was just too gorgeous to work yesterday so I called out and took a drive to Ninigret National Wildlife Refuge in Charlestown, RI. It was about 75 degrees, breezy, sunny....heaven.....I needed some alone quiet time and was craving some nature. The trails wind around the state's biggest salt pond...the wildflowers were in bloom and there were butterflies and huge dragonflies everywhere, so pretty....
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I bit down on the fork today and chipped my tooth a little.... *sigh*

I think that if I had crazy, sweaty, wet, dirty sex this headache would go away.....why can't that come in a pill?

today is my birthday...the big 37....ugh....old

I'm gonna masturbate today....just sayin'