I LOVE YOU AMINA!!!! in that totally hetero-but you are my girlfriend-kind of way......
Again I am up to no good at school......this time I picked the computer upstairs in the library, furthest from any Librarian overseers, but they seem to just pop over my shoulder out of nowhere.
SO the ordeal of my car has come to an end. But not without a grand finale. I am driving home last night and at approximately 1 am my replacement vehicle (translation:mom's ugly car) breaks down also. Steam and stuff from under the hood........scary. So I had to pull over on the damn freeway and call AAA................FOR THE 8TH TIME THIS YEAR. Each call after the 4 free calls is $35....I am broke. I think I even had a check bounce or something, but that's weird......anyways.....like 4 different tow trucks and a cheesy guy trying to pick up on me stopped....none of which were my AAA tow truck. I think I was asleep when he got there cuz he was pounding on the window. Yeah, I know that sleeping while abandoned on the freeway IS the brightest idea ever......shut up. I had to be towed back to Glendale, which was not within the free 7 mile towing range so there went another $48 dollars that I don't have.
Then this morning my dad wakes me up to go get my car. Apparently I was not quick enough getting ready....I took all of 10 minutes.....so dad "didn't have time to take me to get the car." While he drove me to work, he berated me for being so selfish, self-centered, "the world does not revolve around you," "I have places to be and I don't have time for this," "Why do you have to make everything so difficult? Why can't you just be nice?" and so on.
Healthy goodamn family life.
I've been going to therapy FOR THEM, God knows how many times I have held in my rage in the past....uhhhh.....six months because I am trying to make their lives "easier." Going to school, have a job, trying to avoid conflict at all costs...........I refuse to believe that I am the problem anymore. I have worked on "bettering" myself, now it's their turn.
So fuck right off......
But anyways, I am having an okay day considering the circumstances. Next class is like an hour away. Niiiiiiiice.......
So, uhh, what's your favorite smell in the whole world ever? I like that smell when you wear a boyfriend's sweater and it smells exactly like them. Mmmmm....
You?
Again I am up to no good at school......this time I picked the computer upstairs in the library, furthest from any Librarian overseers, but they seem to just pop over my shoulder out of nowhere.
SO the ordeal of my car has come to an end. But not without a grand finale. I am driving home last night and at approximately 1 am my replacement vehicle (translation:mom's ugly car) breaks down also. Steam and stuff from under the hood........scary. So I had to pull over on the damn freeway and call AAA................FOR THE 8TH TIME THIS YEAR. Each call after the 4 free calls is $35....I am broke. I think I even had a check bounce or something, but that's weird......anyways.....like 4 different tow trucks and a cheesy guy trying to pick up on me stopped....none of which were my AAA tow truck. I think I was asleep when he got there cuz he was pounding on the window. Yeah, I know that sleeping while abandoned on the freeway IS the brightest idea ever......shut up. I had to be towed back to Glendale, which was not within the free 7 mile towing range so there went another $48 dollars that I don't have.
Then this morning my dad wakes me up to go get my car. Apparently I was not quick enough getting ready....I took all of 10 minutes.....so dad "didn't have time to take me to get the car." While he drove me to work, he berated me for being so selfish, self-centered, "the world does not revolve around you," "I have places to be and I don't have time for this," "Why do you have to make everything so difficult? Why can't you just be nice?" and so on.
Healthy goodamn family life.
I've been going to therapy FOR THEM, God knows how many times I have held in my rage in the past....uhhhh.....six months because I am trying to make their lives "easier." Going to school, have a job, trying to avoid conflict at all costs...........I refuse to believe that I am the problem anymore. I have worked on "bettering" myself, now it's their turn.
So fuck right off......
But anyways, I am having an okay day considering the circumstances. Next class is like an hour away. Niiiiiiiice.......
So, uhh, what's your favorite smell in the whole world ever? I like that smell when you wear a boyfriend's sweater and it smells exactly like them. Mmmmm....
You?
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the air just after a storm
fresh bread
fresh cut lawn
marijuuuuuaaaaana
and her