Mood: Sad-------ish 
Thoughts right now:
- Stop having expectations, cuz you get let down ALWAYS.
-other than hanging out with my girlfriend, i am gonna dick around online ALL DAY........it is my day off, but that means I have to work tomorrow instead. Lame.
-maybe I'll go to the gym
-its noon and i want a drink.....and i don't usually drink.
-driving Mr.PoopyDave...
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Thoughts right now:
- Stop having expectations, cuz you get let down ALWAYS.
-other than hanging out with my girlfriend, i am gonna dick around online ALL DAY........it is my day off, but that means I have to work tomorrow instead. Lame.
-maybe I'll go to the gym
-its noon and i want a drink.....and i don't usually drink.
-driving Mr.PoopyDave...
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Tickets for Dinner and Movie night on Saturday.
Check
Medication
CHECK........finally
Stuff to do today.......
Check? Not really cuz I am a sloth.
So the question of the day......
What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough owns me.....but I haven't had it in oh so long. Damn me for trying to eat healthier.
Other question of the day......
Do you like...
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Check
Medication
CHECK........finally
Stuff to do today.......
Check? Not really cuz I am a sloth.
So the question of the day......
What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough owns me.....but I haven't had it in oh so long. Damn me for trying to eat healthier.
Other question of the day......
Do you like...
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coco:
One of the reasons I stopped taking Paxil!!
tat2fiend:
Well of course I'm the one grabbing the boobie.......Boobies are awesome 
yay!!!! my meds have come to save the day!!!!
Got to chill with grandpa Takeshi21 last night and his lovely lady, Erin. Oh yeah, and the large testicles of PoopyDave.
Good times. *burn burn*
Randomosity ( as Miss Nala calls it) of the day.........
Your thoughts on VESTS. yes, vests.
I can't stand them......even those fluffy ones that keep, what, your tits warm.........???? What...
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Got to chill with grandpa Takeshi21 last night and his lovely lady, Erin. Oh yeah, and the large testicles of PoopyDave.
Good times. *burn burn*
Randomosity ( as Miss Nala calls it) of the day.........
Your thoughts on VESTS. yes, vests.
I can't stand them......even those fluffy ones that keep, what, your tits warm.........???? What...
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illbillzillbub:
those vests are pretty useful when your a bike messenger coz they keep the core warm but you can show your tatt's!!
mmmm babes in vests
mmmm babes in vests
stankietang:
I have to say negative on that one..
tomorrow= meds
yay for meds.
i am still trying to tell anxiety to go away. but it's not listening to me.
yay for meds.
i am still trying to tell anxiety to go away. but it's not listening to me.
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demigauge:
meds are evil...but i hope they work for you
alice:
if i threaten to poop in anxiety's shoes, do you think it'll go away?
nothing fantastically new to speak of.........panic attacks blow...........and ruin a nice dinner.
I'm almost done reading "White Oleander" so I can start "Fast Food Nation."
Yay me.
I'm almost done reading "White Oleander" so I can start "Fast Food Nation."
Yay me.
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itsalivemedia:
panic attacks boo, reading yay!
1_dying_wish:
hmm...
relief...........
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a35mmlife:
*sigh*
1_dying_wish:
oh boy
please don't let it be today....... 
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was_nicole:
WHAT?
superscott:
hooray you win!
my grandmother had a stroke.
fuck.
fuck.
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prudence:
i'm so sorry
lesa:
Oh dear... Oh I'm so sorry babydoll. I don't know if you were close with her, but you obviously hurt and I am really sorry for that. And for her. I hope she makes it through.
*pet pet & hug & squeeze*
Love to you, M...
Lesa
*pet pet & hug & squeeze*
Love to you, M...
Lesa
this still makes me the happiest girl ever.
But I guess I should update the journal.
So the ubercool lady MontreuxCat is in town. I have known her since freaken junior high.
Oh the changes we've made.......
Ummmm.......its Friday. What to do, what to do.....especially when I'm retardedly BROKE.
Random question of the day: Was there music on in the background when you lost your...
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But I guess I should update the journal.
So the ubercool lady MontreuxCat is in town. I have known her since freaken junior high.
Oh the changes we've made.......
Ummmm.......its Friday. What to do, what to do.....especially when I'm retardedly BROKE.
Random question of the day: Was there music on in the background when you lost your...
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yurippitys:
Whatever crap they were playing on MTV. I don't know, pick a popular song from 1995.
spacepod:
what the fuck mofo? yeah, the pod came down to the hop, sporting the beard and shit and no melissa. what the fuck?
we had fun with out you, yo!
but we still missed you. you know you don't have to worry bout paying for drinks when some of us get liquored up. i bought dave some and he didn't even have to put out in return.
put down the crack pipe, try the crack creme instead. yummy
we had fun with out you, yo!
but we still missed you. you know you don't have to worry bout paying for drinks when some of us get liquored up. i bought dave some and he didn't even have to put out in return.
put down the crack pipe, try the crack creme instead. yummy
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cherryb0mb:
hell yeah! look how wanted you are, doll. 
I just broke a glass. And I am walking around barefoot. Good mix.
Again, cardcheat is the raddest guy ever. No one went and told him that yesterday.....so I'm gonna keep plugging his name till you do.
I woke up early for once. And damnit......can't walk around nekkid cuz the housekeeper is here.
Not a lot to say..........but I lovelovelove my cock and vibrator that...
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Again, cardcheat is the raddest guy ever. No one went and told him that yesterday.....so I'm gonna keep plugging his name till you do.
I woke up early for once. And damnit......can't walk around nekkid cuz the housekeeper is here.
Not a lot to say..........but I lovelovelove my cock and vibrator that...
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indie:
SSSSShhhhhiiiiitttttt.... -25th Hour
demigauge:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! SAVE THE KITTENS!!!
and put some slippers on silly
and put some slippers on silly
Weight Watchers meeting tonight.........I love all of you that go "Why the hell are YOU doing Weight Watchers?"
Pretty much (I am about to divulge some very very personal information, so feel honored).......my entire life I have been belittled by my parents , the ones who are supposed to "love me unconditionally" for not being thin.
Finally I have accepted my body for what it...
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Pretty much (I am about to divulge some very very personal information, so feel honored).......my entire life I have been belittled by my parents , the ones who are supposed to "love me unconditionally" for not being thin.
Finally I have accepted my body for what it...
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ilovemikehunt:
yeh, i know how you feel..with a few exceptions, i've never been particularly skinny or anything...and i want a nicer butt too, i hate the top of mine. how odd is that? and i like to eat everything i see too, it's fun, and tasty.
random answer of the day: i think the best forturne cookie message i've gotten was while i was at boreding skool and it said something was going to happen, maybe that i was going to go somewhere or something...i don't know, but it made me very hopeful. i've gotten many surprisingly relative fortunes throughout my life, but i guess it's not too surprising considering all the fortune cookies i've eaten; i think i've gotten one of each fortune.
random answer of the day: i think the best forturne cookie message i've gotten was while i was at boreding skool and it said something was going to happen, maybe that i was going to go somewhere or something...i don't know, but it made me very hopeful. i've gotten many surprisingly relative fortunes throughout my life, but i guess it's not too surprising considering all the fortune cookies i've eaten; i think i've gotten one of each fortune.
reprobate:
I completely understand the externally imposed discipline thing, but someone needs to point out to your observationally impaired parents that you happen to be quite lovely. Parents imposing their neuroses on you is unavoidable, being dim 'ain't.
a) I forgot my cell phone
b) I left all my keys on the ring, which doesnt' relaly matter
c) I forgot to give you the 20 for gas.
d) "oh no! I left my GLASSES on the PLANE!"
-sorry for being a lame ass, you rick for helping me with the airport. mmmwah.
Dave
girly drinks I've heard of: Dr.McGuillicutty's Vanilla and cherry 7-Up, Chambord and lemonaid (actually there are reams of Chambord drinks online)