Some days i really hate being me and it just so happens to be one of those months. I have more men issues then i will ever be able to handle. Is it that hard to find a guy who loves you and wants to be with you genuinly and not halfway??? I hate my job and i cant seem to get anything i set my eyes on done. I cant get tattooed and Ive discovered i have no where left to pierce considering my face is no longer an option. I really cant stand people even ones i consider my friends and ever christmas shopping is something i dread. I go to leave work tonight and my car decides tonight of all nights it does not want to start. I hate my job i need a new car, i need more money, i need some tlc and not just some thanks for the sex ill text you in 2 days and we can rondevo (sp?) when were both horny again. I think im beyond exhausted and i cant remember my last day off. If this is what being older is like i think im going to hang myself and be done with it. FUCK!
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You need a holiday to think about stuff and relax...

