melindab

I'm going to meet with the guy who did my boyfriends tattoo last year. It'll be my first one . I'm fuckin excited!

and... Androgyny is really hot, especially when it's a girl who looks somewhere in between male and female and wears eyeliner.

Work...

I'm being oriented into college today. Tight.
... I just turned on the news and i think that London had some terrorist thing happen? That's really shitty. I can't really tell what's going on yet though. So, i'm going to watch that and stop writing.

I spent the 4th with my mother, stepfather, sister, and grandparents. It was good. I feel different towards my mother already. I figured that's what would happen as soon as i moved out. I didn't live with her growing up, and during that time she and I were really close. I moved in with my mom when i was 13 and we didn't really click....
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My boyfriend had a dream that he was gay. And i had a dream that the world was being taken over by aliens and mayan indians. We're awesome.

So i haven't really seen my father since i was 13 and i wrote him this letter a couple weeks ago. So instead of getting a letter back from him i had this really shitty dream last night. He came to see me and said all that same bullshit that he used to when he'd left all the other times. And so i decided to...
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So i went to the doctor today and they wouldn't take my insurance... so i spent half an hour making them feel sorry for me and then they saw me for free and wrote me a perscription and so hopefully i'll be all better soon. While i was waiting for my perscribtion to be filled i decided to dye my hair. Purple or Red? I...
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So I just got back from Mad Frog it was open mic night. I could only stay for three bands though cuz i'm sick . It was fun though. I'm wearing a ninja turtles shirt right now that is probably the coolest thing i own... i need to take a picture of it sometime because it's just that tight. I am going to go to...
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So when is someone going to come along and offer to pay me millions a day just for breathing?

So i sent in a few pictures last night to apply to be an SG. And then today i got a thing where i had to send more pictures... I don't know if that's a good sign or a bad sign. I would absolutely love to do it, who knows how it'll go, but It's worth a shot.
I hate Ohio weather. We have really...
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i changed the picture again. I have to go back to work today ... it's so boring

ok. i stole my sisters camera and took a picture of myself. So that's what i look like now that i cut all my hair off. It's wet in that picture but o well. So i don't really have much to say. I've been looking for a new job that's closer to where i'm living and hopefully with better pay. I need more money... but...
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