So school ended up well. I made 100s on all of my last assignments, PLUS 100s on BOTH - that's right - BOTH of my finals. And my final grade was an A, in both classes. I had a lovely weekend off last weekend, far far away from the NASCAR fans, at the MD Ren Faire. I had so so much fun, and working hard...
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jonnytrrrash7:
sucks about work, but congrats on being such an ace student!
pelirojo:
i know how to cook! 
my kitchen has been in the renovation process for like a year now! but thank you for the kind gesture 
my kitchen has been in the renovation process for like a year now! but thank you for the kind gesture I promise, no ranting about my neighbours this time!! ^^
I am taking this ridiculous class for school currently. Last two weeks I have been doing redundant assignments about making goals, expectations, vision statements et cetera. And in thinking about my future and what I want to do with my life, I am realizing that in all of this, I am beginning to grow and...
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I am taking this ridiculous class for school currently. Last two weeks I have been doing redundant assignments about making goals, expectations, vision statements et cetera. And in thinking about my future and what I want to do with my life, I am realizing that in all of this, I am beginning to grow and...
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pelirojo:
Shanna Moakler was one of the stars I saw. I don't even know who or what she has been in. She's cute if you like girls I did read all of your rant too!, ranting and getting it out is important and nessasary (at least I think so ) organizing your thoughts, moving away from places you feel stuck in, are great ways of getting the hell out of the some ol same ol grind. Do it before you blow and rememebr to try and leave as much baggage behind with you as you can, possibly telepathically transfer it to tweedle dee and dumb! night
oh wait you will feel a lot better if you stop watching NASCAR!!!!!!
I did read all of your rant too!, ranting and getting it out is important and nessasary (at least I think so ) organizing your thoughts, moving away from places you feel stuck in, are great ways of getting the hell out of the some ol same ol grind. Do it before you blow and rememebr to try and leave as much baggage behind with you as you can, possibly telepathically transfer it to tweedle dee and dumb! night
oh wait you will feel a lot better if you stop watching NASCAR!!!!!!
pelirojo:
My sincerest apologies......
So everything is better on the relationship front. Thanks to you who posted nice comments. :] We have both been very stressed. But mostly me with the whole school thing. It has been a crazy weekend. And maybe some of it had to do with the tropical storm coming in. Stirred things up. Hah! But we talked for two hours on the way to Maryland....
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visara:
Tell me more about you:
1. What's your sexual orientation? Straight / Bi / Gay
2. Do you drink alcohol?
3. If yes, what's your favourite drink?
4. What's your favourite after-hours activity or hobby?
5. What job did you want to do as a child?
6. Do you have pets?
7. If yes, what?
8. Do you prefer savoury or sweet?
If you check out my blog you will find my own answers to these questions there soon ...
1. What's your sexual orientation? Straight / Bi / Gay
2. Do you drink alcohol?
3. If yes, what's your favourite drink?
4. What's your favourite after-hours activity or hobby?
5. What job did you want to do as a child?
6. Do you have pets?
7. If yes, what?
8. Do you prefer savoury or sweet?
If you check out my blog you will find my own answers to these questions there soon ...
lucky888:
Yey! Mini biker jackets rule
Whats been happenin with the flatmates from hell - any developments?
(Glad to hear it all worked out wi yer hunny
)
Whats been happenin with the flatmates from hell - any developments?
(Glad to hear it all worked out wi yer hunny
)I am not sure if Mike and I are together anymore. And I am not sure where we are going. Or what is going to happen. I'm heartbroken. I thought we were going to get married some day. At the Dallas Arborteum. 
But right now, I don't know. And I don't know if things are going to be ok. I worry this may bave been...
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riotstar:
awww, this is the sort of thing i hate about relationships, when ur not quite sure whats going on, whats going to happen and how u got to this point when ur thought everything was going smooth! just have to try stay happy depsite everything, and be positive! i broke up with a bf of 4 and half years not so long ago, life chucks shit at u, u just have to pick urself up and cry bucketloads on ur mates. things will get better tho!
good luck
xxxx
good luck
xxxx
jonnytrrrash7:
hopefully it's just a low point in the relationship and things will get better.
So, I have just been informed that the Tweedles are having a party tonite. ONE WEEK after the last confrontation, and 5 days after I talked to the management... A party. I WILL be a bitch, as I have homework to do when I get home from work. And then report them. I can't believe that they are going to go right on to their...
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pelirojo:
they don't drink? how can it be a party? they make loud noise sober? these people are from alice in wonderland. 
yake a few deep thoughtful breathes, constrict at different times your legs, feet, hands, arms, neck, face, stomach, abdomen hold each muscle group for a minute or so breathing deep and relaxing between stretches and you should feel fine. I was always skeptical of meditation until I was enrolled in a panic disorder/phobia group therapy, really tried it or aquired it or realized it, whatever its called? 
I didn't finish the class though i think i was the most fucked up and best one off of the group fortunatley/unfortunatley 
yake a few deep thoughtful breathes, constrict at different times your legs, feet, hands, arms, neck, face, stomach, abdomen hold each muscle group for a minute or so breathing deep and relaxing between stretches and you should feel fine. I was always skeptical of meditation until I was enrolled in a panic disorder/phobia group therapy, really tried it or aquired it or realized it, whatever its called? I didn't finish the class though i think i was the most fucked up and best one off of the group fortunatley/unfortunatley 
melicious:
I really think I need to be in a group like that. I feel like my anxiety is getting worse.
Well, I just spoke with the office manager. I told her EVERYTHING. And she had a shocked and disgusted look on her face. She said she would talk to them. Then it would be a written warning... And she left it at that. But my gues is the ... is eviction. And um, just b/c I talked to once doesn't mean that I won't continue...
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pelirojo:
thanks!
melicious:
So I found out the Tweedle Dumb, who couldn't afford risers to keep his speakers off the floor, because he has been unemployed for over 3 months, used his unemployment check to buy a PS2, and probably some games. I may let that slip to the unemployment office.... Espically as their friends are still in tennant parking.... Man, I must be a bitch.
So. Tired. Can't. Think.
Fucking, I'm crazy. CRAZY. 16 weeks of education crammed into only 5 1/2 weeks? WTF? And on top of it, I'm waiting on software from my friend, b/c free sure beats the hell outta 80% off. Oh wait, I HAVE to create document in one of the programs I don't have yet. And turn it in tomorrow.
And I had a...
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Fucking, I'm crazy. CRAZY. 16 weeks of education crammed into only 5 1/2 weeks? WTF? And on top of it, I'm waiting on software from my friend, b/c free sure beats the hell outta 80% off. Oh wait, I HAVE to create document in one of the programs I don't have yet. And turn it in tomorrow.
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pelirojo:
invest in some comfortable earphone or earmuffs to kill the noise, and hopepfully look foward to the day when you can afford not to lease or rent or st least get mor considerte neighboors.
lucky888:
Hah!
I share in your pain my friend. I went through it all with my asshole upstairs neighbors at the start of the year. It is not funny when your home (the one place you are supposed to be able to relax) becomes the source of all your rage.
Go ahead and get them reported - its amazing how the threat of getting kicked out of your flat can result in a new neighborly attitude!
Hope it gets sorted hon
I share in your pain my friend. I went through it all with my asshole upstairs neighbors at the start of the year. It is not funny when your home (the one place you are supposed to be able to relax) becomes the source of all your rage.
Go ahead and get them reported - its amazing how the threat of getting kicked out of your flat can result in a new neighborly attitude!
Hope it gets sorted hon
Assignment done! It was shite. But when my reply to my question is "Keep brainstorming. I'll post more ideas.", fuck that. She posted all over the threads for the assignment, but never got back to me. So whatever. I know that one day, when given the oportunity, after I have graduated, and have the proper skills to leave the glamourous field of waitressing behind, that...
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So assignment #2 for one of my classes is "Begin A Career Portfolio". There are high school things for the "recently graduated". I wouldn't conisder 5 1/2 years recently graduated. Let's add in that my family was like a mental ward. No, really. My health was piss poor from my mum's nervous breakdown, to my bother's constant attempts at suicide or who the hell knows,...
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sullenriot:
I know its no consolation and I'd never compare my problems to anyone...because as far as i see every ones problems are a big deal...but you seem like a bright girl, and despite the family mentality....if you are artistic you can do it. I just got int art school after pissing my lfe away for 3 years....i wasnt the most studios but i got through it and i done better than anyone in my class. I dont know if it counts but I really think you can do anything just to look back in a couple years and think about how much you've come. i really hope you get in.
foi:
wow. my family is quite a bit like your's ... but it sounds like you had to deal with a lot more of the responsibility and stress of it all - that had to have been a very difficult.
The prof should allow an alternative assignment - cause that one is crap. Unless you're on an internship, having something to show from your career before you've begun it is rather unrealistic to expect. in school, i had one career assignment but it was all about what I wanted to be and i had to interview and research for it, but it didn't have to be a blasted portfolio. geez.
i hope it turns out well.
The prof should allow an alternative assignment - cause that one is crap. Unless you're on an internship, having something to show from your career before you've begun it is rather unrealistic to expect. in school, i had one career assignment but it was all about what I wanted to be and i had to interview and research for it, but it didn't have to be a blasted portfolio. geez.
i hope it turns out well.
School already has assignments up! And the official start day is.. well, now today, but yeah! I started doing some of my assignments. The basic "Tell everyone about you" shite. I'm liking it so far. And yay for the message board system! I felt so awkward last time b/c all the kids had just graduated high school and I was at legal drinking age or...
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