Tuesday Dec 17, 2002

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Well, I'm out. Again. Thank you for playing with me. Interested parties already have my email, so do that. Otherwise, uh ... wadatah.
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chaosmonkey:
I miss my melephant. sniffle.
joyrider:
happy xmas, traingirl.

Monday Dec 16, 2002

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Here's my question for you: Can you forgive someone who does not ask for your forgiveness? Should you?
I don't want to seem so negative all the time. There is joy here. There is. But this has been such a difficult year for me. Joseph Campbell said, "All life is sorrowful." It is the nature of living. And I say, "yes. I see that now....
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tryptamine_____:
i ended up buying 2 subscriptions to sg for friends, and buying another one tea to help him sleep. but knitting hats with patches is a cool idea. if i could knit. biggrin

forgiveness is so hard, but so necessary. grudges are draining. sometimes, you just have to forget. at least, that's how i see it.
joyrider:
i'll try to catch you on AIM later. i'll shoot you my tel# again. i've got a friend in boulder that i might be heading out to see in jan or march - will keep you posted.

i take it you're coming by train?

Monday Dec 16, 2002

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Aw shit, no you didn't. Two days. Two more days and I'm out.
gil:
where ya goin'??
chaosmonkey:
Hey, you've got a new occupation. It's good, but the old one was certainly more... intriguing.

Do I know where you're going? Have I been paying attention? It's hard to tell, you know.

Sunday Dec 15, 2002

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My father said, "Shut the fuck up. Don't tell me what to do. I'll disregard your feelings if I damn well feel like it." Those words actually came out of his mouth. Um, yeah. That pretty much heads off any conversation right there, doesn't it?
mad
I need a giant, oh-my-god-I'm-gonna-pass-out orgasm right now, otherwise known as a mind eraser. My favorite form of meditation.
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ponyboy_curtis:
mmmmmmm......meditation.
gil:
thats realy fucked up
& i hope you get your mind eraser

Saturday Dec 14, 2002

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Okay, so it's a great idea, in theory, to buck consumer holiday gift-giving and make homemade presents for your homies instead, right? But I have to tell you, it's also exhausting and incredibly time-intensive, and you have to wonder, going cross-eyed aand manic after 8 hours doing your little craftity-crafts, if it's really worth it? I mean, in order to really make something that my...
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chaosmonkey:
None of my friends wanted to go see Le Tigre with me last year, so I couldn't go. Not driving is a pain in the balls when there's a kick-ass chickpunk show to see.

I'm too poor to even make shit for my friends for Christmas. Maybe we can make them some babies for next Christmas.
tryptamine_____:
that's the great thing about my family and friends. my family is just happy if i show up. and my friends are all poor and not materialistic at all, so its more like "christmas? what's that?"

what are you making that takes so much time??

Friday Dec 13, 2002

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Here's a love poem, y'all:
Wanna know what I think about?
Wanna really know?
It starts and ends with you.
Morning, noon, night
it be dark or it be light
and fuck those other people tell me it isn't right,
that you only want me for sex,
that you only want me cuz I'm easy,
and you're lazy,
as if you crave nothing more than...
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freyja__:
not weak! it's good.

kiss
joyrider:
anything the ends in ecstatic fucking and running down roads that scare most people isn't weak.

Friday Dec 13, 2002

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I wrote this long thing a bit ago with the intention of making you cry. To exploit you. To bring up the dead. To remember the last night we spent in bed together, talking about the future. our future. Really. Just our arms touching. He said, "We've had enough sex for now. Let's talk, tonight." And I felt so calm then. How would it have...
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gil:
your wellcome
glad you like them
joyrider:
i am glad you have that list. it seems that many people stay together, grow old, and never get a list like that.

Wednesday Dec 11, 2002

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him: vening
me: So I'm still awake, huh?
him: it would appear so
me: Strange. I was sure I was in bed underneath flannel sheets, dreaming about coconuts.
him: what about them?
me: Eating fruit salad out of scooped-out ones.
...
me: Hey, I don't think I'm real.
him: i wont ask what that means
him: real, i mean
him: if you were here i...
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digdug:
Now, that's the melephant I remelember.
chaosmonkey:
You were off when this happened, but...
Amelie's sister has a psychic. So, her sister decides it'd be a good idea to ask her psychic about me, since Amelie obviously has no idea what she's doing, and a women with alleged mystical powers who's never spoken to me has a definite advantage over someone who's spent untold hours on the phone and online with me. I wonder how this woman is going to find me from all the way down in Florida. I figure she'll probably get the aura of some guy in St. Louis, but just in case I decided to spend the week teaching kids to smoke crack and having sex with goats. The bad news: I am "lost," have a dirty aura, and no connection to the spiritual world. The good news: Amelie is also "lost," has a dirty aura, and no connection to the spiritual world. Sounds to me like we're perfect for each other.

People who think they know what's best for you probably don't. Also, they suck.

Tuesday Dec 10, 2002

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My 8-year-old nephew is my biggest fan. He laughs at everything I say.
Today he was hungry, so I made him a peanut butter-honey-banana-chocolate chip-marshmallow sandwich. I wanted to grill it for him, but for some reason, that's not cool.
We talked about it, and he wants to change his name to Prince. So I call him Prince now. He's a great kid. I play...
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nyhcx516:
so... do i know you, we've met, perhaps under odd circumstances

Tuesday Dec 10, 2002

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Let's die tonight, kids. Let's get it over with now and move onto bigger and better things.
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nyhcx516:
we went to jail together? you must be a DC buddy of mine then. your kidding me...... get in touch with me on aim or e mail or something smile
ilovemikehunt:
what's a train gang?
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