i don't even understand it...
i probably shouldn't care...
alright, i don't care...
enough about that situation... it's futile...

i miss you though... or, rather, i miss having someone near to me...

screw dating, why can't it be like this with every guy? just instantly comfortable, no expectations... i know it can be... i've just run into a few duds lately, and there's never enough time for the only one i actually have fun with... and i sort of feel like a hint might be in the works with that one anyway...

i am feeling a lot better though... i feel more empowered, and strong, vivacious, sexy even...

progress is being made