Friday Aug 26, 2005

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when the best part of your day is finding out your next day off is a day earlier than expected you might need to start doing more drugs...

and now for something of no true relavence to anything at all going on anywhere at all...

there used to be this ability to make up verses about nothing, but filled with such amazing analogies and visions...
in the olden days, there was such inspiration to be bold, and vague all at once...
to be a girl with a tom waits voice spilling over the waves...
and an "i, seriously, do not give a fuck" perspective...
it's a lie, you know? i don't feel... or not feel for that matter...
just about there... almost... so close to the peak, but i'm letting go...
and dropping like a stone to the murkiness at the ocean floor...
where i can pretend i see the things i miss...
where delirium will replace facts that say things i don't want to believe...
i'll make up a world for me...
in which all the things i want will be within reach...
not on that damn top shelf...
with no chair around to extend my height...

i kinda feel sad today... maybe i'm just tired............
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nalar:
Yes, I'll be getting a couple helix on an ear; prolly right on top. I thought about going industrial, but I think I'll hold off on that for now. tongue
funkabella:
So I liked what you wrote in the munks journal. Im thinking we read the same sort of material....I'd be so interested in any other info you have on that stuff biggrin
also, thinking about dying my hair black, any scary statements i should know about lol ive been doing the deep conditioning every other day and the texture has become alot better, not so brittle. But Dave wanted to do conditioning on it so I'm assuming it still is pretty bad. I was thinking of trimming it up and then like maybe itd give it a lil jump? I really want to meet you! p.s. KICK HIS ASS AT POOL wink kiss when do i get to meetcha and absorb your coolness? smile
much luvins and hugs to ya mama dear
ang~

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