sooooooo....a few things have happened.
no beebes.
so it begins again. please keep your fingers crossed for them.
i had my ultimate cougartastic moment ever. i was walking behind lisa and rob before the fireworks. lisa saw a group of teenagers and saw a probable 15 yr old look at her and then at me. she then heard him say "that's the kind of girlfriend i want".
i missed the whole thing!
i am working out vacation plans.
i need a vacation badly. my plans were to go to the UK, but that is not happening. i am still sad about that.
kinda worried about my high school reunion. i am going by myself. that is not my worry. sure, i would love to have an incredible BF that wants to go, but i don't. my worry is superficial. i want to look great and wear a dress, but to do that, i have to wear a cardigan and tights. why you ask? well, i am FAR from being a perfect person in any aspect of my being. if you expect perfection from me, go ahead and delete me from your friends list. physically, i am scarred from head to toe. i hide that fairly well but what i can't hide are the bruises. i am normally covered with them. i wear long sleeves all the time and i never wear shorts or have my legs uncovered. i just can't go and have people that i barely know anymore look at them because i won't feel comfortable with that. so, i have to wear a cardigan and tights with a dress.....in the south.....in the summer....sweating my balls off. on the up side, i have a dress. a magenta sheath. now i need to find new shoes!
no beebes.
so it begins again. please keep your fingers crossed for them.
i had my ultimate cougartastic moment ever. i was walking behind lisa and rob before the fireworks. lisa saw a group of teenagers and saw a probable 15 yr old look at her and then at me. she then heard him say "that's the kind of girlfriend i want".
i missed the whole thing!
i am working out vacation plans.
i need a vacation badly. my plans were to go to the UK, but that is not happening. i am still sad about that.
kinda worried about my high school reunion. i am going by myself. that is not my worry. sure, i would love to have an incredible BF that wants to go, but i don't. my worry is superficial. i want to look great and wear a dress, but to do that, i have to wear a cardigan and tights. why you ask? well, i am FAR from being a perfect person in any aspect of my being. if you expect perfection from me, go ahead and delete me from your friends list. physically, i am scarred from head to toe. i hide that fairly well but what i can't hide are the bruises. i am normally covered with them. i wear long sleeves all the time and i never wear shorts or have my legs uncovered. i just can't go and have people that i barely know anymore look at them because i won't feel comfortable with that. so, i have to wear a cardigan and tights with a dress.....in the south.....in the summer....sweating my balls off. on the up side, i have a dress. a magenta sheath. now i need to find new shoes!
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