melaniek

I have had a crappy day.
My boss is really something. I can't take much more. She was on vacation last week, and came back full force. She first tried with me, but I pointed out that I had already INFORMED her of changes, so she left me alone somewhat yesterday and started on Debbie. Today was all mine. My head is still killing me.
The bad thing is....with all the stress in my life, i have loads of physical pain. I have fibromyalgia. It seems that everything hurts. I have weaned myself off the meds that I take to try and regulate my sleep cycles....which lessens the severity of the pain that I have (in theory). I will have to go back on them. I have wanted to beat this crap, but it seems that I can't yet. At least not this time. Pain=cranky=depression.
I am covered with bruises. As per usual. Nothing that I can say that I have done to myself....I have been suspicious that aliens abduct me in the night and beat the living crap out of me. One bruise looks like a bad needle mark.
And as per usual, my auto-immune stuff is taking over. Little crappy signs of it are working me over.
I NEED A MASSAGE!!!! And the really sad thing is that if I did have a massage, I would be in such pain from someone touching me. I would be covered with bruises....even more so.
SIGH.
I am going to have a bath.....and gonna watch something funny on my lappy....and have happy thoughts.

Keep asking me questions!!! I will for SURE answer them...maybe tomorrow!