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melaniek

Knoxville, Tn

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Sunday Jan 11, 2009

Jan 11, 2009
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This week is going to be busy for me. I will probably have to work late every night, miss the one person that I want to talk to the most, pack a few more boxes, take care of the kitties, try to exercise, and get some sleep. My previous sleeping issues were probably from stress and the fact that I stopped taking the meds that are supposed to regulate my sleep cycles. I do that every once in a while. And then I have to go right back on them.
I also have a physical this week. I am worried that they might find bad stuff as they did last year, but I am more positive that they might not. tongue Anyway, I hoping that I am not critically ill as I was last year. Stress and being so ill, I really don't know how I survived. Looking back at how I felt about everything, I am surprised that I did not lay in the street to die. I am soooo glad that I saw a counselor during that time. It really helped me with my feelings and stress about my health, and to sort out my feelings about my relationship.
I am trying not to worry about someone, but I still do. So there! tongue
I am still so enamored with my more than crush! Why does he have to be so wonderful??? love And my arms hurt from practicing hugging him all the time! wink

Here are some of my fav songs. biggrin
And it is all MILO!!!! I did name my big kitty after him too!!!!








mrsted_stryker:
LOL hun you well know that my health is bad, but I am a firm believer that positive thinking and feeling can work wonders.
I will be looking for an update as to how the physical went.. and when I miss aldremech I hug my body pillow! It KINDA works! tongue
Jan 11, 2009
explodingboy1:
i think that you will find that you are gonna keep feeling better and better as you take the steps to go in the direction you want
Jan 11, 2009

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