melaniek

I am in a cranky mood. I talked with a friend on the phone last night and I just feel that no one listens. He is in the middle of a bad situation and really has the right to feel down. One thing he needs to leave behind him, but he is having trouble doing it. I used my own crappy life as an example of worse situations, and I now feel down about it. It sucks to see the reality of an ended relationship from start to finish. Blah. I am also upset as I wanted to move out of here before Christmas, but due to other's choices, I am stuck. I even had the OK to put my hello kitty ornaments on Lisa's christmas tree so I could actually enjoy them. I am getting tired of this. I don't know what to do.
I am also cranky over another person. I am upset because I feel that she lives ONLY to try and ruin other people's lives. She is married, yet tries to get men to fall for her whether they are married or just in relationships. I am sorry that her life is so unfullfilling that she needs to rely on shallow pursuits to build her self-esteem. It is truly sad. I hope that one day she realizes that. Until that day, I will beware of her half-truths and her actions.

I am still teh sickies and I am starting to think that it is a cold. And I have to work tonight. BLAH.