I had a pretty good birthday. I got taken out for lunch to my favorite restaurant.....ZOMG do I love salad with ginger dressing! I had a crappy errand to run, but got that taken care of. I got a bunch of cards and one with a meowing happy birthday! I ordered my favorite pasta for dinner and watched Blazing Saddles with a hunky man!
I made people guess my age and no one ever got it right. Even people that have seen me for 10 years did not guess correctly!
I did have a couple of things that made me sad happen on my birthday and they ate away at my ever present insecurity. My "work boyfriend" that I did tell that I was unavailable, said that he wouldn't marry me because I wanted a kid and he already has raised his. He told me that I was no spring chicken and that I had better get to it. He DID offer to practice with me so that I could have an August baby. But SIGH. I know this. I should just resign myself to the fact that I will not be having any kids. I also got upset over something small and blew it all out of proportion. But the cool thing was that I learned something and it made me feel good.
My kitten is still here. And I am positive that it is a boy. I have him separated from the others as Mandy has been harassing him so badly that he will pee AND poop when she has him cornered! I have decided to name him Vyvyan. And here is why.....VYVYAN, VYVYAN, VYVYAN!!!!
I made people guess my age and no one ever got it right. Even people that have seen me for 10 years did not guess correctly!
I did have a couple of things that made me sad happen on my birthday and they ate away at my ever present insecurity. My "work boyfriend" that I did tell that I was unavailable, said that he wouldn't marry me because I wanted a kid and he already has raised his. He told me that I was no spring chicken and that I had better get to it. He DID offer to practice with me so that I could have an August baby. But SIGH. I know this. I should just resign myself to the fact that I will not be having any kids. I also got upset over something small and blew it all out of proportion. But the cool thing was that I learned something and it made me feel good.
My kitten is still here. And I am positive that it is a boy. I have him separated from the others as Mandy has been harassing him so badly that he will pee AND poop when she has him cornered! I have decided to name him Vyvyan. And here is why.....VYVYAN, VYVYAN, VYVYAN!!!!
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explodingboy1:
glad your bday was predominantly good. be seeing you soon!!
the_timmy:
yup never too late...this is true