Lisa and her hubby are trying to have a baby, so Debbie came up with the idea of making a "CD 'o' LOVE" for them. She brought it in today and we giggled over her choices. She had "I want your sex" by George Michael, "Erotic City" and " I wanna be your lover" by Prince, "I'll make love to you" by Boys to men, "Fever" by Michael Buble and OBVIOUSLY "Sexual Healing" and "Let's get it on" by Marvin Gaye. She put one joke song on it, but DID NOT KNOW that this song was about masterbation...."The Stroke" by Billy Squire. That cracked me up.
I played the CD 'o' Love twice! And loudly, I might add. Probably every woman on my floor is going to get preggers now! 
Well, except for me. All the men downtown should have been scared that I would attack them and try to make babies.
One song on the CD was incredibly beautiful. I even looked up the lyrics. I don't believe that I had ever heard this song before..."Crazy Love" by Van Morrison.
Is it wrong that I want someone to feel that way about me? I don't think so. I want that kind of love in my life. I want it EVERYDAY!!! I know that I have the capacity to feel that way for someone. I WANT!!!!!!!
I do have a supercrush on someone. He is sooooo far away. That hurts. I want to be with him every day. I do believe that if you really love someone, that you will be together. But it is hard for me to know what anyone ELSE believes. I always second guess myself now. My feelings have always been on my sleeve and I have believed that feelings have been reciprocated when, in truth, they never were. The truth is that love DOESN'T move mountains, and sometimes, you won't be with the one that you care about. *sigh* I have to move from here, and I have not decided where I will go. I consider the world my oyster at this point. I just hope that I will have someone that I care about with me in the future.
Now I am gonna have a cry and a hot bubble bath.
