melaniek

Well, I have a few test results back from the dr. I still have a few more to go AND I have to go to the hospital in a week and have more bloodwork done. I guess that they are tracking stuff down. But for right now, I am severely anemic. The doctor wanted me to get a transfusion. So, right now I am taking iron pills and I am eating more. Hopefully the anemia is just a vitamin deficiency and not the precursor to my inevitable auto-immune disorder. They will check my bloodwork again and see if the hemoglobin count is up after all the iron.
SO...yeah....anemia. Explains a lot....the weight loss, loss of appetite, no energy whatsoever, the heart palpitations and pounding as I turn over in bed(and not just because of who I sleep next to!) , loss of concentration, and on and on. I guess that it has been going on for a while now because who gets tired going to the grocery store??? Or doing laundry??? Or going to the mall??? I have not wanted to go anywhere for a long time. I haven't wanted to do ANYTHING for a long time. I have not been interested in anything for a long time. I have only been lethargic in the past couple of years......
I am scared that I might have damaged my organs from oxygen deprivation for such a long time. I am scared that I could have had a heart attack.
I am trying to get better tho.......