melanie_jade

Not to sure what to feel of this mornings email. A close friend of mine decided to tell me he has bone marrow cancer via email rather than call me. Didn't want me to get upset. Can't cry. I want to, but I don't seem to be able to do it anymore. Maybe a drink will help.

......so now I see the tears welling up, finally you care. I've waited my whole life for this. It's always been over, It's always been over for us. A single tear, a last resort for all who never felt. Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for the past 20yrs. If I could flip this table I'd stab you with every word that lied its way out of your head......

p.s. new pics