I had a realization the other day, while driving and zoned out, that I have always had an attraction towards my supervisors. High school teachers, coaches, tutors, managers.......I never really connected the dots until now.
I really liked Spanish class for a whole year.
I spent hours everyday after school to practice my clarinet.
I spent alot of time in the gym; I wasn't taking any gym classes.
I had detention every Thursday and Saturday....half by choice. (I totally got this teacher after I graduated)
Now, having an attraction to my managers is very simple. I have had more job than I can keep track of....and I forced myself to leave 90% of them because I was hot for the boss
. WTF.....this is sad.
I wonder what my therapist will say......."well, duh....I could have pointed this out years ago..."
I really liked Spanish class for a whole year.
I spent hours everyday after school to practice my clarinet.
I spent alot of time in the gym; I wasn't taking any gym classes.
I had detention every Thursday and Saturday....half by choice. (I totally got this teacher after I graduated)
Now, having an attraction to my managers is very simple. I have had more job than I can keep track of....and I forced myself to leave 90% of them because I was hot for the boss
. WTF.....this is sad.
I wonder what my therapist will say......."well, duh....I could have pointed this out years ago..."
gi_jo:
authority is hot...even in small doses.