melaniac

Cried at work tonight. Good 20 minutes. FML

I dont know if I can continue this job and pay my bills. Its ridiculous. I would rather shake my ass for dollar tips than wait around for tables to show up at this joint.

I also met someone. She fucking blew me away. I havent crushed on a chic in a long time. I think my jaw dropped when she was walking up to me to meet me. I looked stupid Im sure. I cant even remember her name. I just tried to form words and sentences in front of her without looking like a total moron. Her smile and eyes were so perfect. Like she was glowing or something. I couldnt stop smiling. I cant wait to see her again.