Melancholia is feeling pretty rubbish, and knows that it is her problem. Since the questioning and analysing of the reasons for her feeling rubbish don't seem to help, she's going to write a list of answers, get a cup of tea and go and try to sleep.
1. Eat three small regular meals every day.
2. Snack on raw vegetables.
3. Go to the gym on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Don't question that, just go.
4. Use Sunday as your own day. A relaxing swim, a hot chocolate, treat your skin, deep condition your hair, have a bath, do some yoga, read, sew. But be alone as much as you can, in a safe and happy environment.
5. If you're that curious, get a girlfriend. Otherwise, get it the fuck out of your head and move on.
6. Money will always come and go, no matter how much you earn. So enjoy the little you have and for now, forget trying to save.
7. As a result, buy the damn leather jacket, boots, nice dress and hilight your hair.
8. Get the fucking pink fringe, if you think it will make life that much better.
9. Don't go over to your parents, drip around and rub your depressed state onto them. Go home, clear your room and sort your paperwork out so you have one less niggle in your head.
10. Have a bootfair of said junk, raise some cash and go back to point 7.
11. Fuck work, it's a job and a shit one. Get your head down, work hard but then say No and shut the door at 5 p.m. There's plenty of time for a job you give a shit about.
12. Bored? Got an hour to kill? Turn off the Friends re-runs and get mulling on the grand master plan. Take a cup of tea to the balcony and decide what the next step is going to be.
13. Bella, get a grip. Shut up and remember you are a damn sight stronger than most. If your head is going crazy, turn the music up louder. If the world is getting in your way, start running faster.
1. Eat three small regular meals every day.
2. Snack on raw vegetables.
3. Go to the gym on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Don't question that, just go.
4. Use Sunday as your own day. A relaxing swim, a hot chocolate, treat your skin, deep condition your hair, have a bath, do some yoga, read, sew. But be alone as much as you can, in a safe and happy environment.
5. If you're that curious, get a girlfriend. Otherwise, get it the fuck out of your head and move on.
6. Money will always come and go, no matter how much you earn. So enjoy the little you have and for now, forget trying to save.
7. As a result, buy the damn leather jacket, boots, nice dress and hilight your hair.
8. Get the fucking pink fringe, if you think it will make life that much better.
9. Don't go over to your parents, drip around and rub your depressed state onto them. Go home, clear your room and sort your paperwork out so you have one less niggle in your head.
10. Have a bootfair of said junk, raise some cash and go back to point 7.
11. Fuck work, it's a job and a shit one. Get your head down, work hard but then say No and shut the door at 5 p.m. There's plenty of time for a job you give a shit about.
12. Bored? Got an hour to kill? Turn off the Friends re-runs and get mulling on the grand master plan. Take a cup of tea to the balcony and decide what the next step is going to be.
13. Bella, get a grip. Shut up and remember you are a damn sight stronger than most. If your head is going crazy, turn the music up louder. If the world is getting in your way, start running faster.