got a big week up ahead, my first end of the financial year, so lots of amending mistakes, tying up mathematical ends and checking shit over.
not entirely sure how to do this mind.....and i'm not exactly hot on maths....so uh wish me luck! hehe.
otherwise things are ok, a bit better. my flat is a continual dump thanks to my flatmate also being my older brother, but i'm slowly and surely adding in methods of storage and organisation. my dad is helping me put two desks in my room this week, one foldable ikea job that will house my sewing machine, and an old school lift top type desk that i can work off. i've also got him working on designs for an easel that i can attach directly to my wall- which sounds simple, and would be very cool, but because i want to be able to work from a variety of sized canvases we have to look into the angles....
not that i can paint mind. well. that's quite a closed minded statement for someone who works in the Arts industry (however tenuously
) i guess, at the end of the day, i'm not selling the work, i'm not exhibiting the work, i'm not professing to be anyone. i'm just splashing a bit of paint around to try and soothe my mind and not pick up more dangerous instruments. so it probably doesnt matter if i can paint or not.
i've had a cool idea for another crafty project that i want to get my teeth into, but that's going to require a bit of research first. my major priorities at the moment are to keep on top of work and dig my bloody allotment over. i've had it for six weeks now but havent really had a good chance to dig it over; poor weather, poor attitude and a lack of tools! no excuse really
but dad is helping (wow i get him to do a lot huh...should probably get him something...) to get my toolshed up there on tuesday, which means i can keep some overalls, tools and a pot to pee in up there- wander up after work, grow some greens and hopefully be able to quit my stupid gym that i never seem to use.
*exhales*
yeah, lots going on. keep body and mind busy. got my doctors appointment on tuesday too- going to admit that i'm not happy, that i possibly havent felt truly content for at least 7 years and that maybe i could do with a hand keeping my mind on a balanced level. its wierd. i've denied this for so long. eeesskk.
not entirely sure how to do this mind.....and i'm not exactly hot on maths....so uh wish me luck! hehe.
otherwise things are ok, a bit better. my flat is a continual dump thanks to my flatmate also being my older brother, but i'm slowly and surely adding in methods of storage and organisation. my dad is helping me put two desks in my room this week, one foldable ikea job that will house my sewing machine, and an old school lift top type desk that i can work off. i've also got him working on designs for an easel that i can attach directly to my wall- which sounds simple, and would be very cool, but because i want to be able to work from a variety of sized canvases we have to look into the angles....
not that i can paint mind. well. that's quite a closed minded statement for someone who works in the Arts industry (however tenuously
) i guess, at the end of the day, i'm not selling the work, i'm not exhibiting the work, i'm not professing to be anyone. i'm just splashing a bit of paint around to try and soothe my mind and not pick up more dangerous instruments. so it probably doesnt matter if i can paint or not.
i've had a cool idea for another crafty project that i want to get my teeth into, but that's going to require a bit of research first. my major priorities at the moment are to keep on top of work and dig my bloody allotment over. i've had it for six weeks now but havent really had a good chance to dig it over; poor weather, poor attitude and a lack of tools! no excuse really
but dad is helping (wow i get him to do a lot huh...should probably get him something...) to get my toolshed up there on tuesday, which means i can keep some overalls, tools and a pot to pee in up there- wander up after work, grow some greens and hopefully be able to quit my stupid gym that i never seem to use.
*exhales*
yeah, lots going on. keep body and mind busy. got my doctors appointment on tuesday too- going to admit that i'm not happy, that i possibly havent felt truly content for at least 7 years and that maybe i could do with a hand keeping my mind on a balanced level. its wierd. i've denied this for so long. eeesskk.
Funny, I was referred to the Mood Gym last Thursday too, it's pretty good so far.
Good luck with the doctors tomorrow hon, I'm still refusing medication because I feel I need to address my issues rather than just take a pill to make me feel better, but that's just me. I also realise that if I don't start feeling better soon, meds will be something that I may need to consider, if only to give me a little bit of positive energy to enable me to address said issues.
Anyway, welcome to SG, I hope you enjoy your stay
xx