mmmm getting pissed by myself! 
nearly ripped myself open tonight, but didn't. managed instead to go for a forty minute drive to nowhere and smoke 12 badly made rollies. i'm happy with that.
been doing more of the mind gym stuff that i put in my previous post. it's coming back with dangerously high levels on every section so far; that's anxiety, stress, low confidence and depression.
i'm so proud!!
p.s. i do this course thing, outside of work, only i've decided to drop out. cos i'm crap like that. hahahahahha!
nearly ripped myself open tonight, but didn't. managed instead to go for a forty minute drive to nowhere and smoke 12 badly made rollies. i'm happy with that.
been doing more of the mind gym stuff that i put in my previous post. it's coming back with dangerously high levels on every section so far; that's anxiety, stress, low confidence and depression.
i'm so proud!!
p.s. i do this course thing, outside of work, only i've decided to drop out. cos i'm crap like that. hahahahahha!