showered and slept and feeling much more like a human being again..
there's a blue blanket over my bedroom window. it casts a slight light over the whole room, colored like frosty breath. it doesn't keep it quite dark enough, but that's ok. it's not healthy to live in a cave.
i need a massage. badly. my muskles are all knotted up and squirrelly now.
such a tired, wasted day. i think i'm getting old or something. so strange to be 22 and feeling old somehow. it seems like there's an invisible line at 20 or 21.. nobody thinks about it, but that's the point after which staying up all night is just a little harder; the body takes just a little longer to recover from anything. not much, but perceptibly.
or i could just be weird. well, i'm definitely weird. but i mean weird in that specific instance.
there's a blue blanket over my bedroom window. it casts a slight light over the whole room, colored like frosty breath. it doesn't keep it quite dark enough, but that's ok. it's not healthy to live in a cave.
i need a massage. badly. my muskles are all knotted up and squirrelly now.
such a tired, wasted day. i think i'm getting old or something. so strange to be 22 and feeling old somehow. it seems like there's an invisible line at 20 or 21.. nobody thinks about it, but that's the point after which staying up all night is just a little harder; the body takes just a little longer to recover from anything. not much, but perceptibly.
or i could just be weird. well, i'm definitely weird. but i mean weird in that specific instance.
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so (on another topic) i read your comments in the thread on drugs and drinking, and i think you are very bright. i'm sure you won't have any trouble finding any number of folks to rub your lovely back, clever girl.