our card was declined today. we have $14 and no prospects. probably we'll either move back in with my parents or my boy will join the military. i have a bunch of jobs to apply for and absolutely no hope that i'll get any of them. i have this strange feeling as though i've stepped out of my body and i'm looking at myself, thinking "this is so sad." like i'm looking at myself as a bird that's somehow ended up in the house.. flying at the windows, hitting her head on the glass, scrabbling up the walls. thinking "we should just try to get this poor thing outside, because if she does anymore damage to herself we'll have to put her out of her misery." not that i'm in that depressed of a state, that's the out-of-body me talking, not the actual me.
ok. nothing really to say..
i've been avoiding responding to people because i can't effectively comment on other peoples' lives right now - too wrapped up in my own. i feel pathetic.
ok. nothing really to say..
i've been avoiding responding to people because i can't effectively comment on other peoples' lives right now - too wrapped up in my own. i feel pathetic.
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... i hope you are feeling a little happier today!!
it's not your fault. as for moving back in with the rents, take it in stride. sometimes you just do what you have to do in order to get by. jst don't forget to take care of yourself while you're at it... or you will go crazy.