Hi everyone! This is my first blog post ever! I m excited and scared at the same time! But that's a good thing since the theme (by @rambo and @missy) is: What are you afraid of?
When i think about my fears the first thing that comes to my mind is the fact is that i am scared to that by staying home alone at night. Maybe it's because ive watched to many horror movies with dead children hiding in the dark ( like the grudge or the ring! Those movies scare me to death!) So if i am home alone i just stay in one room with a lot of light or i talk to my dog to feel less lonely!! Don't laught at this! It's quite hard for me! Ahah :)
But lately if i think about something deeper my fear is that i am not really good ad this and suicide girls is not my way.
i am not a really social person. It takes a lot for me to open up. I know i should be more active and talk to people more but it's just not in my nature. So my fear is that i'm not doing this right and i dont thank you guys more for all the love and support that you give me constantly.
I really want this to work. I want to meet more people because you are all so nice and so i will dedicate more time to develope this part of myself that i hide from the people i don't know.
Thanks to all of you <3
Meggie
P.s. I'm italian i am sorry if my english it's not perfect. :)
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jstymie:
Regarding your second fear -- I wouldn't worry about it. Yours was the first profile I actually bothered to hit Follow on (either SG or Hopeful). I am the same way, I like people and generally get along with everyone I meet, but I am also often soft spoken and prefer quieter environments many nights. Obviously you are very beautiful, there is no denying that, but it was also just awesome to see a SG or Hopeful on here who had some nerdy interests (<3 Game of Thrones) and also had a more quiet, reserved side. You can be the SG that represents people like us. ;)
meggiemass:
@jstymie so grateful that there is someone that understands me!