i dont understand what it is....why im always made out to be the bad guy, or the piece of shit in every situation.
my mom is hounding me to get my cats fixed...okay thats nice, id love too...but however, seeing how im paying for all my dental work (about 4 grand) and im paying my chiropracter (680$ for 6 months) um....and have been paying your bills...for god knows how long...um sorry yeah, im fucking broke right now...so dont threaten to kick me out because your fucking menopausle right now and are having a hissy fit about something stupid...leave me alone.....and let me try to get my shit together once again...i just dont get it.
so yeah, alton and i are trying to find an apartment, he has ten days to be out of the one hes at....and well, im broke, but i'll try my hardest to get the money we need to be able to get outta this fuck hole im in right now, i dont care how broke i am, i always manage somehow.
why is it...that no matter how much good i do...i always get fucked.
right now the only good things in my life are my friends...and the other...knows who they are. and im so happy that they are there to stick by me, and make me feel okay...when everything seems to crumble at my feet, with every step i take...the world falls apart, and im holding on to the edge...slipping.
my mom is hounding me to get my cats fixed...okay thats nice, id love too...but however, seeing how im paying for all my dental work (about 4 grand) and im paying my chiropracter (680$ for 6 months) um....and have been paying your bills...for god knows how long...um sorry yeah, im fucking broke right now...so dont threaten to kick me out because your fucking menopausle right now and are having a hissy fit about something stupid...leave me alone.....and let me try to get my shit together once again...i just dont get it.
so yeah, alton and i are trying to find an apartment, he has ten days to be out of the one hes at....and well, im broke, but i'll try my hardest to get the money we need to be able to get outta this fuck hole im in right now, i dont care how broke i am, i always manage somehow.
why is it...that no matter how much good i do...i always get fucked.
right now the only good things in my life are my friends...and the other...knows who they are. and im so happy that they are there to stick by me, and make me feel okay...when everything seems to crumble at my feet, with every step i take...the world falls apart, and im holding on to the edge...slipping.
ara_cale:
From personal experience, things always work out somehow. Even if you're not sure if you're going to have enough money to even buy ramen noodles that week you somehow manage to squeek by. Good luck hon.
morbidkitten:
things will get better money can really suck especially the lack there of. as for the menapausal mothers believe me darlin i hear ya 