megamisama

wow ive had such a good week/weekend so far! sunday we all went to coalies for karaoke (and yes we are a karaoke cult! haha) and had a lot of fun...i sand Hotel California with Megan.....and i talked about how i wanted to sing Scorpions...Eric was like DO IT DO IT DO IT! but ive never sang by myself so i was like...im going to go home tonight and sing it over and over, and i'll do it tuesday for the anti-valentines day bash at oldtown. so monday we go to visions, and we start drinking and dancing...and whatnot...and kenny told me that i should definitly sing Rock you Like a Hurricane...but i was like EEP! so we went out to the car so i could sing it one more time...and he was like...definitly do it....so i put it in, there were 33 singers ahead of me. so we all went out on the dance floor, and Michelle (the KJ) put in some sorta 80's mix CD and we had this dance off...we were all in a circle and michelle would call one of us to go out in the middle and break it down...so i did something out there, and then eventually kenny and i both went out there and did our little swing dance thing (which rocks). anyways...so eventually its my turn to sing...i was so nervous because ive NEVER sang by myself....but as soon as the quitar hit...i was like FUCK IT! and i just busted it out and everyone was so excited, they said it rocked....
so tuesday....valentines day...interesting day. i had to work all day, but on my break dale came by and gave me a box of Godiva...and a card...then he took me back to work...and on the way he was like "i lied to you the other day" and i got kinda pissed and said "well about what" and so he said "you know the other day when you asked me why i was upset...and you said is it because i was kicking myself in the ass...i said no...but yeah, i am. i dont want to date you anymore...but i really miss you. i miss waking up to you, and kissing you goodnight." i just had that...i told you so look on my face. but anyway so i worked, then megan came to pick me up to go to oldtown...and we went down there...started drinking and dancing..everyone was singing. so this girl elizabeth was there...last time we saw her, she tried get all up on kennys nuts, and was kinda pshyco about it...but she apologized to him, said she respected his relationship and what not....so she comes up to me, and is like "youre beautiful...i love your hair, you should model" i just said thanks...then she said "im so sorry that i never introduced myself to you that one night, i was really really rude" i told her it was fine. then she asks me....."are you a lesbian" i said "no...im not a lesbian...but i definitly love some woman...i just dont want to date them" so she says "oh well im not a lesbian either".....mind you this girl is stumbling drunk right now....so i mention the fact i have to go to the bathroom and she grabs my hand and says i'll go with you....so we go in...and i really do have to pee. and she slams into the wall, starts making out with me...and we're making out for a minute...and then she pulls my shirt down, starts licking my nipples and is like, "i lied..i am a lesbian" that right there did it....no no no hun, youre not a lesbian...youre a drunkin bar ho...and as nice as she is...she really is a ho. so i pushed her offa me and just said "i dont want to do this here" so shes like "do you not like me" i said "its not that, but i dont want to do this here....youre shit faced drunk...and im not into that"
so yeah...i was molested by the im a lesbian when im drunk and horney bar slut on valentines day....
so anyways....when i ended up going to sing...there was about 15 people dancing around me as i started to rock out before the words hit...and then i went into to it....
"its early mornin...the sun comes out...last night was shakin...and pretty loud" and everyone went crazy! people were standing up, singing along the bar was packed....and after wards everyone was jumping around cheering for me! it was awsome!
last night alton and i went to loneoak...for what else...karaoke! haha, we had fun, chill night....took abunch of shots, drank some beers...sang some songs....and then i got to see this little girl, who comes to most of the APW events....she loves us..and she was so excited to see us! i love that...it makes me happy to see that kind of support. she really thinks im Pamela Pabst...and she told me that Merek and i make a great couple..haha