Well, don't want to get too gross but this is the blog where I write even the terrible shit (literally) and the good shit too.
Just want everyone to know that on Friday I am going to see a gastroenterologist and honestly I'm fucking scared I cannot think about anything else, I have still been attending work and trying to have fun but I am so worried.
I lost like 8 pounds its been like 2 months since I've been having weird stuff happening to me, and truthfully I am on a diet now to try and lessen the side effects of whats happening to me it seems to be working, so maybe thats what has made me loose this weight I do not eat milk products right now at all or sweets because I find those things really agitate me.
I just really hope nothing too insane is going on my brother has crohns disease and he does live with it and I'm hoping if that's what I do have that I can live with it too and get it under control and all of that jazz, but I hope that it's something less serious and not anymore serious its just fucked.
The worst is trying to read up shit online because it always says the worst, so all i keep finding indicates crohns or worse which i do not want to mention because even the thought of it freaks me out, I see these terrible words everywhere and everywhere talking about it.. You all know what this disease is but I leave it out due to respect to those who unfortunately suffer from it and because I am simply terrified of the idea of it as well
anyway I reach out to all of you for your prayers for me and hopes that I am in fact alright or have something manageable!!
I did do an SG shoot today for all of you to hopefully see and I'm hoping you all enjoy it too!!!
Just want everyone to know that on Friday I am going to see a gastroenterologist and honestly I'm fucking scared I cannot think about anything else, I have still been attending work and trying to have fun but I am so worried.
I lost like 8 pounds its been like 2 months since I've been having weird stuff happening to me, and truthfully I am on a diet now to try and lessen the side effects of whats happening to me it seems to be working, so maybe thats what has made me loose this weight I do not eat milk products right now at all or sweets because I find those things really agitate me.
I just really hope nothing too insane is going on my brother has crohns disease and he does live with it and I'm hoping if that's what I do have that I can live with it too and get it under control and all of that jazz, but I hope that it's something less serious and not anymore serious its just fucked.
The worst is trying to read up shit online because it always says the worst, so all i keep finding indicates crohns or worse which i do not want to mention because even the thought of it freaks me out, I see these terrible words everywhere and everywhere talking about it.. You all know what this disease is but I leave it out due to respect to those who unfortunately suffer from it and because I am simply terrified of the idea of it as well
anyway I reach out to all of you for your prayers for me and hopes that I am in fact alright or have something manageable!!
I did do an SG shoot today for all of you to hopefully see and I'm hoping you all enjoy it too!!!
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Let's see ... I'm lactarded, so I get them if I have dairy. I have a friend with celiac disease (gluten sensitive small bowel inflammation), causes insane symptoms, another friend last year had a gastroenteritis that just kinda hung around for a month or 2 and it had similar symptoms.
It's hard to be patient. But we can figure things out ... by "we" I mean medicine, not Me personally here on your blog. But just be patient if you can be - it's hard, but we're good at diagnosing things these days.
I'm sorry
at anyrate i remember i was worried about some medical issues and yes looking them up online definitely made me feel worse but it worked itself out and i certainly i hope it does for you as well... best wishes