meeshie

I am getting more and more disheartened at the prospects of finding real clients in this area.

I would say that at least half of the clients I've taken have been more interested in a quick rub and a blowjob than any sort of beneficial massage. Not what I do! At least I've gotten to where I can recognize the sort within the first few minutes.

Went digging through hiring ads last night. Came to the realization that I know a lot about the body, and very little about everything else. I'm pretty much an idiot. I know a good deal about photography, but not really enough for anyone to hire me, and I have no real experience with it anyway.

I don't want to work for someone else. The pay sucks and the hours are shitty.

That said, at least I'm not accosted. I'm worried something worse than the grabbing of my hand and growling of angry words might occur. Worried enough that I haven't worked since the last time it happened.

tsk