meeshie

Random anonymous renewal? But why?

I'm not going to renew. It won't be any big deal, since I stopped contributing to groups and such some time ago. Theres just too much shit-flinging here.

I got burned out on SG.

I'm back again.

I am so sick of being sick. Just when I get better and start getting a handle on things, something else hits. Our son was in the hospital for several days when he was ill a couple of weeks ago. Then we came home, and my aunt who was visiting from out of town became horribly ill, and then our daughter, and then my husband...
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The marker of a year marched past, waving its makeshift sign and screaming in my face. It went unremarked, but not unnoticed.
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He is moving closer. He's not the devil, and I'm not a little girl anymore, but I still hear the hell hounds baying in the hills. She is getting married. She wants me to come, to be her best gal. She wants...
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I am getting more and more disheartened at the prospects of finding real clients in this area.

I would say that at least half of the clients I've taken have been more interested in a quick rub and a blowjob than any sort of beneficial massage. Not what I do! At least I've gotten to where I can recognize the sort within the first few...
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Holidays. January again.

The sun is out. The world is cold.

Smiles and giggles and girls on ponies.

Children running around at the park, hugs and kisses and snotty noses.

Sobbing in the shower. Flowers to the family with anonymous notes. Feel better than I feel, please please.

Somebody stop this emotional roller-coaster.

At least the guilt is gone.

Today I did a photo-shoot for a friend. It was very last-minute, and very uncoordinated. I took around 100 pictures and like about three of them. I didn't really have time to prepare, so we worked with what we had. I'm going to go later in the week when it is less rainy and do some stuff up properly. She was happy with several of...
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I am back. And sleepy.

Sleepily back. I think I'll take down the Halloween decorations some time after Christmas...

heehee

Every once in a while I go on an internet hiatus. I've been on one for almost a week. Today is a brief break, but I think it might last for several days more. Hmmm, mmmm, hmmm.

Sigh. Still torn between the strobist set up and alienbees kit. Wiffle waffle woo. Will have to decide soon!