meem's SuicideGirls Blog

i am actually updating. yay for me. i havent been on here forever. it has been a crazy few weeks. i have been in therapy for my agoraphobia. i was trying to work it all out without meds, but that didnt pan out. so now i am on meds..again..yay..not. they arent really working yet. but hopefully something will work and soon, i am tired of...
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fred:

I hope that agoraphobia gets better.

Have you tried meditation, or other techniques for phobias?

May 14, 2006

ahhhh..it has been so long since i have written in here. same old excuses. i am still with my girlfriend. i still work for starshmucks. and i still love boys. yaay. ok. i am really tired right now. i have to get up soon, so I am going to go. i just wanted to say that i am still alive.

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cutlet:

Oh! I have had a hot cocoa at your Starbucks... on a cold day after walking around the lake... EXCEPTIONAL!

Mar 29, 2006

kingpunk:

That coffee shop was once a Zekes bait shop, I remember it well from before the lake closed because of a hydryla weed outbreak. That was in the mid 70's. Zekes had the best garlic cheese bait for catching catfish!

May 2, 2006

So i havent updated in a long time. mostly becuase i have a myspace and a livejournal. oh and a regular journal. so i have to split my writing between all of them.

my new obsession. gale harold. its bad. i randomly read an interview with him in a really old issue of The Advocate and now I am hooked. I just think he is...
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halfdingo:

What happened to your friends? Did you eat them?

Jan 3, 2006

halfdingo:

That sucks they moved, it always happens that way. People come and go so look on the bright-side, The exact same thing happens everybody all the time.

Jan 11, 2006

So my girlfriend is spending the night tonight. Dont get any funny ideas kids. We dont do things like that. Lol. I am crazy sexual and she is...well, just not. So we dont seem to have sex very often. Whateverr. I love her.

Work today was fun. Well I actually enjoy my job for the most part, becuase the people that I work with are...
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noone03:

yeah, my work is like that too. and peopl do hear us... a lot.

Oct 19, 2005

vestril:

hi

Nov 15, 2005

Blah. Today was a weird day. My imaginary friends came back to haunt me. They wanna know why I dont talk to them anymore. I know I am weird.

India is gorgeous. I just found her and I am glad. I was reading over her info, and its weird because we have a lot in common. Now I sound pathetic dont I? I mean, she...
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dag:

love your bio and journal!!!can't what to here more from you. also more pictures would be nice.

Oct 17, 2005

So today is another day. I tried taking pictures of myself. It didnt quite work. I got a little too into what I was doing and had to put the camera down

. LoL. It has become obvious that I am going to need other people to take pictures of me. But who? I guess I need to talk to my girlfriend about this. Now...
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noone03:

i need to take more pics for this too.

sweet floggy molly shirt.

have a good one.

Oct 17, 2005

so i havent updated in a long time because i haven had access to a computer. but now i finally have one again. yaay. today has been weird. i really want to start taking pictures of myself. its weird. i dont think anyone will want to see them, but maybe. i mean. i am a fat hairy chick. hehe. but i mean, my girlfriend likes...
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oxy:

go on ...post them. you know you want to.

Oct 16, 2005

I have decided to actually update this thing for once. I am actually on my way to class right now. Its an astronomly lab so it is from 6:30-9:30 at night. Tonight is my first time so I am kinda anxious. I hope the professor is a good one. Well I have to get ready to go and I still have to buy the books...
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