ok...why the fuck am i up so damn early?? oh yeah...the gym. i need to keep wokring out...
actually, i love working out the only part that sucks is going so early.
i need to quit thinking about my ex boyfriend. shit its not like it would've worked out..thats why we broke up! i just miss his friendship but its been 13 years! we are emailing each other and its great but if we would be in the same room i know we would end killing each other. sigh. life can suck.
i wish i was a... Read More
ok things have picked up and i need to be serious about keeping an actual journa. i have been keeping in touch with an old boyfriend that seems to be brought back my competitiveness in me. i really missed his friendship. we should've never dated and just stayed friends. know what i mean?
school is still going okay. nothing grand.
Because, since longer than anyone knows, we've been held together by a bond older than time itself. When the world was young, we walked through the halls of the sleeping gods, checking their tombs and wiping the fine copper dust from the ornate filigree of their eternal sepulchres.
In the coming darkness of the Age of Man, we were forced to take human form and flee the tombs, as they sank under the deepest oceans.
Once on earth, we formed a cult which kept the memory of the old gods alive so that their dreams would not be empty and their return would not be a surprise to the chosen of humankind.
And in the meantime we did some pretty crazy stuff in Texas and it's a good thing I was too drunk to remember a lot of it.
my best friend is spending the night in jail tonight....yikes.
i have to wait until tomorrow 7 am that is, to bail her out!!!
shes old skool punk...she doesn't give a shit about anything and lives like most of us did in high school sleeping on peoples lawns. after staying out too late and drinking too much.
is it still cool to be like that... Read More
I'm so happy today!!! Just got a new laptop today!!! I've been wanting one for the longest time!! Ok. I've been working out more and actually lost inches all around. Finally. Patience is what I needed.
I love this weather here in Texas. Yes, I suck and our yard looks like the Adams family house next to everyone elses who have gardeners come in every... Read More