mediocrekat

aha! an outlet they can't get to.

I don't want to drive anyone anywhere... just leave.

williamj:

i hope you dont live anywhere near the hurricane parts of florida.

Jul 21, 2005

It's getting too personal.

hyperboy:

doesn't it always?

Jul 9, 2005

happygrl:

So studious ...... watcha up to??

Jul 11, 2005

wait don't go... but don't go... come on it's my birthday... this is all I wanted. Wait wait wait....

aww, boys get so cute on their birthday with begging.

I went home.

and he asked me "Doesn't it turn you on touching someone like that?"

sounding both disappointed in a sad and in a confused way...

it's not you... it's just not someone else...

and in a way I wish you were a girl
I can't feel for a male...
I don't know what's happening. I don't know that it bothers me either.
It's sweet you want...
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happygrl:

anytime

next time I think we should have this conversation on the phone

Jun 24, 2005

happygrl:

Never......

Jun 27, 2005

all I want is to make people happy (not all of them, just *people*)

I came home to an empty, uninviting house... a clogged toilet, a bunch of my things knocked on the floor in the bathroom and a new pile of crap in the kitchen.

I've failed again...
1. I can't keep my fucking mouth shut
2. I'll never be able to keep any...
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I don't know why I bother saying things that mean something to me... why do I put this information out there?

Often I think I might actually get some logical feedback, or just a "hey I know that feeling"

or maybe hearing nothing is better...

it's not that I need that pat on the back or that I think I'm stating something magical and life...
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I wonder why am I so content with masturbating in the shower, then spending time loofing about the house in a towel, on and off watching TV? Toss in some email checking and a bit of chatting, nightly dishes, laundry and bed check... woo Am I boring?

I mean, I like reading but do I do it enough to consider it a hobby? I like...
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hyperboy:

being alone can be rough, but it isn't always as bad as people make it out to be. Sometimes you just have your focus sort of... elsewhere. When the focus is off, the pressure isn't on you to make decisions involving love.

Jun 16, 2005

williamj:

you work in a pron store?!?!? sweet

loafing around, watching tv and masturbating is the life

Jun 17, 2005

I got bit by a spider....

I don't have medical ins. since I moved... it hurt a lot and was more expensive than I wanted (I hate spiders even more now)

I'm awake now due to the sterod they have me on... I *hate* steroids, and I HATE medicine. They both say you have to eat and drink TONS of water... like 10 gallons for...
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williamj:

2 bad you cant mix both the bike and sex

Jun 14, 2005

soda_pop:

how odd....i just had a hankering for my balls to be run over with a unicycle....

sorry too hear about the spider bite....what kind was it? ....dont be so sad..you could always sell your roids to some high school kids...

Jun 14, 2005

the job you like but don't make much money at... having time for mostly the life you want

or the job that takes up more of your time but making more money for the life you want but no time to live it

???

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hyperboy:

hey, how come you aren't in SGFL???

hmm?

Jun 11, 2005

hyperboy:

yeah but this group mostly hangs out with each other... we do a lot of get togethers, camping trip (which I don't think we will be doing again anytime soon), goto IoA together... and other shit... house parties... etc.

We are a fun crowd... which is weird, cause most of us are anti-social... I think that is our bond

We end up being so NOT anti-social because we are anti-social.... does that make any sense? lol

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