medicstudent

Shooting was horrible tonight NEVER again will I go more than a month without shooting again it is just too much time in between and I lose my rhythm and form. I did get better in the second relay but still needs improvement. Considering as well that I had only old 'iron sights' on the pistol tonight I think I did alright had some lovely company as well but something came up that prevented my booty call. Some times it stinks being a nice guy. I'll explain but first the pictures I promised from earlier today.


So after I was done shooting got a call from the ex.... A sure way to kill any kind of booty call, I didn't want to answer but I was told to so I did. As it turns out it was a good thing. One of our mutual friends has cancer, and I lost touch with her after the break up. It metastasised in the blood and she likely doesn't have long to left to live. My ex was understandably a bloody mess so I do my best to comfort her without giving her the wrong impression. It wasn't easy as our friend was dear to both of us and I am sure I will feel her loss deeply go to the funeral and all but I worry that my ex may either A. Get the wrong impression, or B. In our grief I will want to 'Comfort' her and that could lead to SO many more problems, I had to hold back tonight I grasped her hand, but I wanted to hold her and more, it wasn't easy but I know the feelings are due to shared grief and nothing more.
I wish I had an answer for what to do, so as always I am open to suggestions.