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mechanicalmonkey

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Saturday Feb 05, 2005

Feb 4, 2005
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Tell me if this is a fucked up thought process:
I was asked by a coworker tonight "what is the one thing you like about your life?" Not having an immediate answer she got a little worried, but whatever.... Anyways I thought about this for quite a while and realized that I had no true portion of my life i liked. Naturally the next step was why not end it, then came the waterworks and the realization why I shouldn't. The little bro frown

Life has been a little wierd as of recent. Nothing seems real, I'm staring at meaningless surfaces, both emotional and physical.
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the_cheat:
When you have moments like that...you should call me. I'm a good listener. smile

Also, don't forget your friends. They are a good reason not to end it all. You're not alone, though I understand that it can feel that way. My advice, though you seem to have already found it in your little brother, is to find something that makes your life worthwhile to yourself. Not to anyone else...just to yourself. Do something that will make you feel alive again...and no I don't necessarily mean turning to alcohol or drugs to get a temporary high.

I know how busy you are, but think of things you have to look forward to...

For instance: spring break...it wouldn't be the same without you. smile

[Edited on Feb 14, 2005 10:37PM]
Feb 14, 2005
girlrobot:
dude, no bottles of booze. just two girls who are sleep deprived and find everything amusing. good times. but fuck that train. seriously. I will never do that again.
Feb 22, 2005

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