mechanic

am I the only one who updates his journal 3
times a day?... it feels empty inside...
since yesterday. I was walking down the
street and had a major anxiety attack... I just
wanted to start running in four different directions in the same time. hour later it stopped. but
still feels weird. i can't concentrate on anything.
got no work done today what so ever. power went
out half and hour ago. it's back now. i'm listening
to Underworld. the rain stopped. it's still humid.
I hate heat.